I feel so stressed these few days.. That's why I don't feel like wasting my energy to act all happy and positive anymore. I want to just be negative about everything.. I'm just not that strong afterall.
I can't get myself to sit down and just concentrate on studying. Everytime I start studying I'll start pacing around and find means and ways to get out of studying. I
WANT to start studying now.. I
NEED to start studying now. Zzzz..
My brain is just not functioning well. After being spammed tests after tests, school after school, CO after CO... I think it's normal I'm going crazy.
My goal in life is to lead a relaxed and easy-going life and to do things I actually feel it's worth it and enjoyable. (this doesn't mean sch and co is not fun of course :D)
So this busy and stress filled life is like so wrong.
I want to live in a countryside at some farm. With nice sceneries, with nature, with lots of adorable animals..
I want to live with no worries, no troubles...
That's like so impossible.. T.T
I should go to sleep and start dreaming now.. That's why sleep is so good :D HAHA!