Have you Ever...?

Played Spin the Bottle?: Yes of course. Haha.
Toilet Paper someone's house: I don't think that'll ever happen in singapore
Played Poker with money: Only during new year xD
Gone swimming in a white T-shirt: Nope
been tickled so hard you couldn't talk: YES! It was torture!
like someone but never told them: Hmm. Unfortunately, yes.
went camping: Was last year's level camp counted?
had a crush on your broher's friend: Like that will ever happen.
walk in the rain without an umbrella: It's quite normal eh?
told a joke that NObody thought was funny: I don't remember.. HAHA! Maybe?
been in a talent show: Nope, what talent? Hehe
started laughing at someone's bedtime: I don't understand the question...
worn somthing your mom didn't appove of: Yes. Haha. But I don't actually wear anything too horrible.
cursed in a church: I don't go to church, and I don't curse.. Unless I'm super super super angry.
burnt yourslef with a curling iron/straightner: Nope, I'm careful! And I only used them a few times before.
wanted to be a police officer: Never will.
dumped someone: Never even been together with someone -.-
been hit on by someone too old: Hmm. How old is too old?
wanted to be a model: Only once, and it didn't last long.. Haha
bought lottery tickets: Am I old enough?
made out in a car: I was never even attached -.-
cried during a movie: OF COURSE... T.T
seen someone shoplift: Nope.
hung up on someone: From what I remember, nope.
yelled at you pet: Yes.. When she was barking non-stop, I had to stop her, but she wouldn't listen.
gotten seasick: Nope, never happened.
had a stalker: I don't think so.
played a prank on somone that had them really scared: Yes. He cried. I'm so sorry!
been embarassed by one of your family: Things like that always happen.
felt bad about eating meat: A couple of times. But I guess I didn't feel bad enough to stop.
protested: What do you mean?
been to an island: Singapore is an island (:
been in love: I don't know if you can call it love.
ate jus because you were bored: Happens all the time. Haha!
looked at something everybody thought was ugly and said "aww": Nope, I have great taste ok?
Screamed in a library: I have manners. HAHA!
Made out with a stranger: No no no! It'll never happen.. Like, seriously..
Been Dumped: Nope. Don't want to either.
Wished a part of you was different: Always.. Things could always change for the better eh?
asked a guy to dance: Neeevvvveeerrr!
been asked out by a really hot guy: Hmmm. Does better than normal count?
laughe so hard ou cried: YES! It was wonderful
went up to a complete stranger and started talking: Not really, I don't think so..
been sunburned: Rarely. Haha!
threw up in school: In kindergarten. Ahh, such a memorable day.
recieved an anonymous love letter: Does a stranger count as anonymous? Haha. And I don't think it can be counted as a love letter either.
had to wear something you hated: YES! Ugly costumes. Haha.
been to a luau: What's that?
cursed in front of your parents: Not really. Unless 'shit' counts. Haha
been in a commerical on tv: NOOO..
watched a movie that made you miss your ex: I don't have an ex.
been out of the country: Of course. China trip!
been honked at by some guy when you were walking down the sidewalk: Never -.-
won at pool: YES! Haha. But it was pair game, and I think the guy hit in most of it.
went to a party where you were the ony sober one: Never been to a party where everyone drank.
went on a diet: Sure. Haha.
been lost out to sea: Never had to chance to.
cheated on your bf: Last time.. I don't have a bf!
been cheated on: No no no!
tanned topless: Never went to tan.
been attacked by seagulls: Never seen real life seagulls (gosh, I have no life)
been searched in an airport: Yess.. But everyone was searched, haha.
been on a plane: Yup. CO trips! Haha.
been pants-ed: pants-ed?
thown a shoe at someone: Haha. It was fun, before I got chased >.<
sung in the shower: When no one is at home. HAHA.
bought something way too expensive: Always happens!
done something really stupid that you still laugh about: Yeah. It's quite sad actually.
been walked in on when you were dressing: IT WAS HORRIBLE! >.<
ran out of a movie theatre because you were too scared of the movie: I'd just close my eyes and cover my ears
been kicked out of the mall: I'm not so bad.
ben mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back: YES! I'm so sorry ):
been given a detention on the worst day that you could get one: Nope nope. I'm nice.
fell off your roof: I'd be dead now. Haha.
pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up with someone: Half true. Only pretended I was scared. Haha! Just for the sake of it.
had a deer jump in fron of your car: I don't have a car..
threated someone witha water gun: YES! Haha! It was fun, but I got chased, again...
Can you....
Unwrap a starburst with your tounge: What's a starburst?
sing: I think so. Just not that good. HAHA
open your eyes underwater: Nooo. It stings ):
eat whatever you want and not have to worry: Never!
ice skate: YES YES! So fun.
sing in front of a crowd: Crowd? HMM.. I don't think so.
whistle: Yups (:
do thirty pull ups: No.. ):
walkin in really high heals: Never tried, maybe.. HAHA.
eat super spicy foods: NO NO NO! I'D HAVE TO DRINK LIKE....WHO KNOWS HOW MUCH WATER! IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN!
skateboard: Nope.. Haha. *still traumatised over spicy foods*
sleep with the lights on: Of course. When I'm really tired.
mulititask: Good at it (:
touch your nose with your tounge: Currently only linda can do that
fall asleep easily in the car: My dad's car always has sleeping gas!
do the cotton eye joe: Huh??
play ddr and not fall: YES! Haha. DDR is fun.
surf: Never tried before.
fit in your locker: I don't have a locker. Haha
do a split: Nope, never could, never will
taste the difference between pepsi and coke: Haha. I'm afraid no. I don't even bother.

Just a short survey. Haha.

Three things that scare me:
1. Cockroaches! Or any other irritating flying insects! Dx
2. The dark. Or more accurately, when I can't see anything.
3. Not knowing things. Being confused. Something along that line.

Three things that make me laugh:
1. Seeing people I want to see. Actually it just makes me happy, when I'm happy I'll laugh.
2. When others laugh. Haha. What? Laughing is contagious xD
3. Comedy. And it must be funny! Oh what am I saying -.-

Three things that I love:
1. The puppy on my bed (a present from my darling GYAF)
2. My bed. Haha! Sleep is important!
3. Technology. Wonderful things would never happen if there wasn't internet and handphones. *smiles*

Three things that I don't understand:
1. You. Well, I don't understand most people.
2. Me? Sometimes I really don't know what I'm doing or thinking.
3. Why things never ever go the way I want it to.

Three things that are on my desk:
1. This question is easy. My laptop of course.
2. My handphone. Which I probably need to start charging it soon.
3. My 篮球火 DVDs. Haha!

Three things I want to do before I die:
1. Travel to lots and lots of places with my family or friends.
2. Find out what I really want in my life.
3. Find someone special and live a fulfilling life together.

Three things that I can do:
1. Work hard, play hard.
2. Hope and dream for the best.
3. Smile because I need to.

Three things that describe my personality:
1. This one is difficult.. Hmm. Anti-social? Haha. I'm not good at starting conversations.
2. 爱逞强. It's true T.T
3. Easily affected by people around me.

Three things I can't do:
1. Keep my calm during exams. Oh no, kaoji... *panics*
2. Accomplish my dream.
3. Follow my heart.

Saturday's performance.

I can describe it in 3 simple words. Tiring, boring, interesting. Yes I know it's contradicting. But you can't deny performing with the seniors again was interesting. Or maybe there's a better word to describe it, however that word is still currently non-existant in my brain. It's probably hiding in some corner laughing at me now. *sobs*

That's about it. I'm not really in the mood to think back on what happened. So yeah, that's about it.

Somehow, that night when I was watching TV at night, Mr I-am-sick paid me a little unexpected visit. It was terrible! Maybe those times of giddy-ness and i-feel-like-puking-ness is actually a big flashing neon sign telling me "YOU ARE FALLING SICK!" It wasn't nice realising that when I was holding a bowl of chocolate ice-cream in my hands.

So the results are.. Me, skipping CCO. Maybe that's one good thing, since I get to sleep through the night for a long long long time, without worrying to wake up early. Ate a few medicine the night before, and this morning, and I think my tissue box is going to survive this night. But the bad thing is, my cough is still coming and going. Hopefully it doesn't visit me tomorrow. Or the next few days.

Why do I always fall sick near the kaoji date. It happened last year too, if I'm not wrong.

For once during this whole holiday, I stayed at home. Snug in my comfy bed, only getting up to grab a cup of water once in a while, to eat lunch and dinner, and to go bathe. And what was I doing?

*DRUMROLL*

SPAMMING 篮球火！

Haha. I have 10 more episodes before I finished the whole show. I almost broke my record, finishing a whole drama series in 2 days! But I guess I have to stop for today since there's still CCA tomorrow. 3 days it shall be!

Luo Zhi Xiang's character is just so idiotic, so funny, so cool and so 痴情. It would be so sweet, but sometimes he's just too self-obsessed -.-

I'm glad Wu Zun doesn't appear often, however, I'm curious who he actually is. Oh no.

But it'd be much cooler if they show more on the matches than talking non-stop about their love triangle. It get's boring after awhile, and it's just not nice watching 大鹰 so miserable just because the girl likes his good friend instead of him. I know it's well, normal.. But, it's Luo Zhi Xiang afterall! T.T

Anyway, the next few days for me would be torturous. Fun, but horrible at the same time. I'm probably going to be running around here and there. Can't even have a proper, peaceful and quiet chalet with my old friends. *sigh* GOOD LUCK.

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I wish I have amnesia.

My head is throbbing now. I feel like puking.

I think I ate too much, then the super shaky MRT & bus was like churning my stomach juices around. You know, like when you shake a bottle of coke, then you open the cap.. "BOOM!"

Today morning, went to practice piano a little. Who wants to play the Corpse Bride - The Duet with me? Haha. I love that song! Then practicing a few other songs like 会呼吸的痛，小酒窝 etc.

Soon after, I got bored and went to file the suona files. So hardworking! Hehe. Now there's a ci zhong file, a zhong suo file and 2 gao suo files. I haven't started on the gao suo file yet, so I still have no idea how much space I need. And there are like so many extra scattered pus here and there, missing pages.. I just slotted them all at the side. Haha! I suddenly feel so organised. I don't see myself doing this to my school work.. Wow...

CO was.. As usual. Haha. Gls was joking quite a lot during dazu. And Chan Mali Chan became so much more interesting since we were made to shout "HEY! HEY!" And cause we had to blow, then immediately shout, then immediately blow, so on so for... It was super funny. Di Tanjong was boring as usual (since we didn't do anything), Jun Ma was... Ahemm. Haha. Like normal? And Mang Chun! It was nice seeing the seniors again! Ooohh. I miss them so much (:

I have a new, pretty, colourfully (pink) wallet. Oh I feel like a bimbo. But it's a pretty sort of pink. And it's not fully pink either. You'd never see me wear and carry something that is FULLY pink.. And.. *laughs* It's cheeeaapp!

Went out with Jayce and Marinah today.

AWW! I love you guys!

I swear we have to go out again. We still haven't exchange our presents! We have unfinished business! xD

Even though I kind of walked till my feet hurts, but I can't wait till we go out again!

Bought quite a lot of things today. Shirt, shorts, dress and flats. And it didn't even take very long to choose. It was amazing how fast it went, maybe it's because I don't need to worry about the price, hehe.

Going out with Marinah and Jayce tomorrow. I can't wait to see them! It's been, how long? Wonder what are we going to do. *thinks*

There's a feeling so stange, I cannot comprehend. But it's tucked away safely in the darkness of the shadows, like a skeleton hidden in the closet. Never be seen, never be found.

I'll learn to forget, learn to let go.

Things may not be how I want it to be, but I'll live.

Well, practice makes perfect. And I promise I'll try my best, and I'll make it this time! I can't let my parents, my teacher, and most of all, myself, down.

It was my mistake the other time, and I don't want to make the same mistake again. This time, I MUST learn from my mistakes.

I don't want to stay stagnant anymore, I have to move forward.

JIAYOU JIAYOU! I can do it!

Anyway. Dls tricked us and made us go for shangyin 1 hr earlier. Haha. He mixed up the time and ahem.. Apparantly our lesson was 1 hr later than the time he told us. Wow. Haha. At least we got coffee sweet! He bought 2 packets this time, all because he didn't want the 5 cent coin. Haha!

At least I'll be going out tomorrow. Eating DING TAI FENG! Then going shopping. *smiles* It's been so long since I went out with my mum, though my bro will be tagging along for lunch. Haha. Then he'll surely-100%-confirm NOT want to go shopping and go home himself to his darling computer.

I can predict the future *meditates*

Had homecoming practice today. Went to school... AGAIN!

CO is really taking over my life. Is it bad? Hmm.

I'm fantasizing with eunice now about going to this large open field filled with flowers (dandelions and sunflowers for eunice, lavenders or roses for me) to take a beautiful picture.

I suddenly feel like learning photography, or something like that. I can't wait to get my very own camera! Computer show, HURRY!

I really have no life *sigh*

Just watched Definitely, Maybe on DVD just now. Maybe... Haha. It's horrible how you can take years and years just to realise, or to even have the courage to own up to your feelings. Reminds me of 'When Rainbow Ends' by Cecilia Ahern. But that was sort of extreme, till you're old? Hmm. Haha. It's nice anyways.

I think I lost my PS. I love you book again! *sobs*

Or maybe I lent it to someone and forgot to take it back. Oh noo!

I'm going to scare myself with some horror DVDs later. Good luck to me! I feel like I'm having a movie marathon...

Anyway, CCO today was... Slack! I've learnt how to appreciate CCO food, packed lunch (totally NON-SPICY!). The songs were nice, but as usual, we blowed close to nothing. And it was almost all the same thing. Currently, we only blow 4 our of 10 songs. Wowee -.-

I'm so into updating my darling bloggie now. I wonder when I'll desert it again.

Being bored and having nothing to do makes you think. And for now, I don't want to think! So, I realise the all so powerful SLEEP is the perfect remedy! (I've tried brainwashing people, but I guess it isn't working. Me? I accept this logic 101%)

I still feel sad, somehow. Maybe I just need a little fresh air. Away from CO and away from the rest of the world. My mum says she'll bring me shopping next week. Hopefully shopping therapy works for me. I don't want to feel miserable anymore. Boohoo.

I feel like I'm reaching for something too far out of my reach. Sometimes, even if there is a will, there is no way. I'll just let the impossible remain impossible. We can all get back to our status quo. Amnesia, is actually the best remedy.

I swear I can fall asleep in less than 5 seconds now!

Dressed up and went out today. Ms Tiong's wedding! Or should I say, Mrs Low! Congratulations to you. I'm so envious, this makes me want to hurry grow up and get married. But the problem is.. MR RIGHT is still MIA, and there's about 10 years more before that will actually happen. Haha. Pictures will only be posted when I get them from others. The girls were almost all dressed up and so pretty! I'm jealous. Haha.

I'm green with envy.

Emo-ness settled in soon after that, and my deprived brain (of sleep) isn't helping at all. Plus the total sian-ness of the atmosphere (or maybe it's just me), that I decided to be anti-social and isolate myself. Went to spend more money and bought an almond brownie at gelare for lunch. But I guess my stomach really did shrink after EZCO (due to being starved by spice-filled-daily-lunch, which I hardly touched). The choc didn't work like I expected it to, which is, to sweep away that monster named 'emo', and to fill me with a temporary but totally wonderful sugar rush. I guess my money went in the drain, and I didn't even finish my brownie. There's still like... 1/3 left?

Got home soon after that, was thinking of sleeping. But a secret force of attraction called... 'SHH!' (since it's secret, I can't say), pulled me infront of the TV, pulled my guitar out, and turned on my Wii. And there I was, spamming guitar heroes until now. Truth to be told, my shoulder hurts, and my fingers are sore. I guess I over-played.. Haha.

Plan: Go home and SLEEP... [FAILED]

So now, I'm not only tired, but also sore and emo (it's kind of fading, whee?). Happy happy day.

MUST sleep early today. Have shicheng tomorrow. 845 at eunos! Good luck, I'm going to go there and slack again.

Oh yess..

Still have to plan suona outing.

This is my 4th 11:11 in a row. Why does this always happen when I'm....

OH WELL. Wishes? *smiles*

Had a tiring day at CO today. Dazu was.. Hmm. I have no idea what to do anymore. How do you improve someone's yinzhun? I have no idea anymore. Changyin doesn't work, apparantly, unless you spam it like crazy. Which, do we have the time? I don't think we have much time. Well, I'll THINK of something. I hope so.

I need to drill my darling suonas. And probably myself too. I feel bad spoiling so many shaopians, is it me? Or am I just practicing more than normal? I think its the overloading amount of CO we have. Haha. I feel like I'm going to explode. Just go.. "BOOM!"

Going to miss tiong's wedding tomorrow. But I don't really feel like going out for class outing later. I'm SOO tired.

And shicheng is going to start again. Every sunday, busy again. GOSH.. Now I think there's only dls and kelvin ho for the suonas. PRO and IMBA people. And I heard shengs have only linda. Well, good luck. I'm going to go there and waste my time again.

Went shopping with eunice today! We failed to go airport. The wonderful wonderful airport. Anyway, eunice forgot that we were going to study/do-homework! At least, I'm quite satisfied with shopping today. But still kinda sad for my wallet.

I was quite lost after reaching the Orchard MRT. It's been.. How long? Since I went Far East to shop. Finally managed to get to Far East by listening to my sub-conscious telling me where to go, since eunice was probably more lost than I am. Started walking around again and again. Warmed up after our first round and we started going in shops and trying on clothes. HAHA.

First Shop
The first shop.. The one we tried our first dress and got stuck with that stall for quite some time. It's pretty, yes. Haha. Eunice's pick was .SEXY. It was those fitting dress and because eunice is tall. Ahemm. You can imagine the dress to be shorter.. Haha. My pick was.. Normal, now I think about it. Haha.

Second Shop
Not really the second shop, since we walked who-knows-how-many-rounds around Far East. But that's where we found our second choice! And eunice found her dress! Another pretty dress *smiles*. I would've bought it if eunice didn't, but I just don't like wearing the same thing as others. Always have to be different! Yes I know it's troublesome, and kinda.. I don't know how to explain. So it's left with me and my still MIA dress. NEXT VENUE!

Third Shop
As usual, not our third. Haha. This shop was totally.. OH MY GOD. I saw something that looks like my dream dress! And it's.. WHITE. Like I told eunice, "I want to look angelic!". Or something in that context. So I went for only WHITE! That dress was totally.. WOW. I have no idea how to describe it. But it's just too formal, I'd look like the bridesmaid or something. Maybe for prom next year, yes? But no way I'm wearing something so formal this time. And amazingly, I look.. I'm afraid to say this.. Actually quite ok, wearing it. Aww, I'm in love. Haha. Took a long time to decide, but I chose another more informal one instead. With a super kewl and super bling waist-chain-star-thingy. xD It was SUPER low cut. And eunice kept staring and kept reminding me about it. That forced me to go tube hunting later.

AND.. guess who we saw when I was changing? Or more accurately.. Who eunice saw! I shall not say. HAHA. Once, I heard some familiar voice talking to eunice and I didn't dare to go out (still trying on that dress), afraid to see a certain *coughsnrcough*. I'm still dreaming of that dress..

Shopping today makes me SOO look forward to prom next year. I told my parents I went to buy dress today then my dad was like asking if it was for prom. I said prom was NEXT year, then jokingly (or maybe not!) I told him to sponser me! xD Then something like this happened.. *sweatdrops*

My dad said, "You go find a guy to go with you first! If not dress so nice also no one see. But cannot find shuai one ok!? Must find smart one. Cause good looking guys are not good!"

Then my mum agrees and nods, and said, ."yes yes, like your father!"

And of course, my dad retorted, put an arm around my mum and said, "that's why we match!"

Hahah! My parents are hilarious.

"I spent the next two hours surfing the Internet, checking my hand phone, watching television, checking my hand phone again, playing games and checking my hand phone once more." - I believe you

Haha. That is just so cute.

It's another boring day. I don't even know why I bother posting.

played wii throughout the afternoon. I'm getting better at guitar heroes. At least that's one thing to be happy about. But I still don't get the DDR: hottest party. I can't seem to coordinate well, maybe I'd fare better with an extra feet or two. Then one feet at each arrow, I'd be godly!

Today is definitely not a high day. I guess I used up too much energy last night, shldn't have stayed up so late, I'm not nocturnal afterall. Too bad. I remember those days when I could stay up past 3 without yawning at all. Now I'm totally tired out, and it's only... 11:11! Lucky me, second day in a row. My streak is coming back. HAHA. Anyway, you can probably tell by reading how I type that I'm totally zoinked out. What's zoinked? I have no idea myself. When I'm not thinking I start blabbering, and I think that's what's happening now. You can tell right? I think it's so super obvious. I feel like I'm talking to myself. Haha. So.. I have nothing else to say.

Oh yes, I saw the yr 4s prom photoes! I'm jealous. It seems so super fun. Hopefully our prom next year would be great too. I'm SOOOOOO looking forward to it xD Haha, we're going to be busy dressing and dolling ourselves up!

Nevermind for now. I shall look forward to my DATE with eunice tomorrow. Haha. Shopping shopping, shop till we drop! It's been so long since I went on a crazed shopping spree. But, poor wallet. It's already empty and crying for help. I shall be sinful this once! Then after that we will go have a romantic time at the airport.. Studying! Or maybe for me, just reading... Lazy, lazy, lazy me.

Had a very interesting shangyin today. HAHA! We were loitering behind the room and opened the door to this very interesting and scary place!

Basically, it was DARK! Then we saw this scary staircase leading up to WHO-KNOWS-WHERE> (actually it leads to some HDB upstairs)!

Another day of DHSCO. Came home so late too because of a boring kangle meeting. Hoho, I shall skip that day xD TRY to. Haha.

I'm bored again. As usual. I think I'm going to spam DVD. Ohhh.. There's scary show, I'm going to freak out watching alone.. At night! *shivers*

'Inferiority', It's just a strong and sad word. (There really is such a word!)

There's so many things I want to know, so many questions left unanswered, so many problems left unexplained. But I'll try my best, I'll do what I can. For now, all I can do is enjoy every moment, every minute, every second.

To make this dream into a reality, that is my wish.

EZCO is officially over!

The performance was quite a success. Since we had little parts, we had little parts to screw up too. Haha. Didn't manage to take a group suona photo, forgotten about it.. NEVERMIND! We'll have an EZCOGY outing someday xD

Dizis had a dizi photo...

Suonas failed to have a suona photo.. HOOWW? When I finally rmbed, there's only me and junguang left. Then we took a mini suona photo! Haha

Junguang resembles kelvin ho. His actions. HAHA. Just a smaller and cuter version xD

Jieheng. Hmm. Is like a mix between jiechong and jianming. HAHA. Just less uncle-ish. If you're reading this.. NO OFFENCE! Haha. They're NICE jnrs. Jianming? Hmmm! Haha

The other shengs and dizis are quite nice too. Just not that close (:

Im tired.. Mass convo-ing again. But lesser people. Haha. Tired tired >.<

Last day of EZCO.

It's a slack day, raining too, so we just stayed in the CO room and played cards. Morning was just fenzu and a short dazu. Food was as usual, spicy and inedible.

I'll miss the EZCOGY people. Not that disgusting 'miss' that songjia means. Just missing the company. Oh well, hope to see them again someday.

Friends definitely do not do such things. /edit 'deleted'

Having mass convo with EZCO suonas now! Haha.

I guess EZ is getting better, in terms of food. And we're also getting to know each other better. That means more talking and more laughing. (sorry huijing!) Haha. Today was super slack, as usual, and hmm hmm. Songjia has a new target! Poor yiliang. And also poor jieheng. HAHA. I think they're like pretty freaked out by songjia. If they're not... I WILL BE SHOCK

Hopefully tomorrow will be fun. But the ngee ann guys won't be here -> songjia won't be going crazy -> no entertainment for me! And we're playing captains ball.. What is it? Practice for kangle? Haha. I'm not even playing for kangle.

But I'm still not happy about the $92 thing.. And they give us SPICY food!

Last but not least.. THANK YOU JUNGUANG! WOOHOOO! I sold my first EZCO tix xD

Suonas are very entertaining. Haha. I think it's partly because we're too bored and we have too much spare time during songs and practices. You can't blame us for being noisy, haha, we're human, we can't stone around and do nothing. Haha

My grandma fell today ): I hope she's okay! She's at the hospital now. My mum say she should be fine, just have to do a few scans and stuff. GET WELL SOON!

And also to a few ppl who fell sick these days. Like huijing who now have a sexy voice. And songjia, who is apparantly sick but totally don't act like it, and me? Does cough and a slight flu count? Haha.

Well. I realise good luck is not needed. Since we're not even doing anything..

I shall not say anything here =.=

But seriously, I'm not needed at all and I actually can just NOT go.. GOODBYE EVERYONE! I shall disappear. (TRY to)

I just wasted $92... T.T

Today was full day EZ. One word to describe it..

BORING.

Well, 5 more days to go.

Met a few people, 2 suona guys and some other gy peeps. Not bad..

Sorry, I'm emo-ing today. Kinda like forcing myself to update this dead and boring blog about my boring life. Oh whatever..

what was that about? ):

泪水将我淹没
到底谁该难过
究竟是谁放掉这段感情
我才终于明白
办不到的承诺 就成了枷锁
现实中幸福永远缺货

请告诉他
我不爱他
笑着难过 自我惩罚
想终止这一切挣扎
狠了心说真心谎话
别告诉他
我还想他
恨总比爱容易放下
当泪水堵住了胸口
就让沉默代替所有回答

我不爱
我不痛
我不懂
我的心早已掏空
真心话言不由衷

Lin JJ's new song! Haha. My favourite song in the album. It's so nice yet so emo, HAHA. Anw the MV is super nice also, kinda reminds me of secrets, I'm gonna watch secrets again!

Aww. EZ tomorrow. Good luck >.<

YES! Bought Guitar Heroes World Tour! Hahaha. The whole band set - guitar, drums, mic. Woaah. It's damn cool, haha. Drums is difficult, guitar is just cool. And I never tried singing, HAHA. My dad says we should buy another guitar and controller so more people can play together. This is cool! Oh yeah, and they also bought the dance dance revolution for wii. It's DIFFICULT! My brother and I were like jumping around and sweating like crazy! Haha.

Stayed at home wii-ing throughout the weekend. Haha. And finally tried out my new skates ytd. It's been like so long since I went to skate with my brother! So fun (:

Family day was pushed off ANOTHER week.. Well, I'm kinda used to it already. Haha. Hmm. Well, I'll just look forward to next week then, skating! Finally after so long! I don't get why must we push to next week, my brother will NEVER fall. Like seriously. And my dad forgot about 'watching movie'. *sigh*

So now it's just me and my darling laptop (who's going to die soon, I can sense it). Happy happy happy..

AND KAKASHI PLSS! Don't die T.T

Just the memories replaying over and over in my head. Those precious memories.


Escape was a failed outing today. I can't believe they closed it from monday to fridays. When did this even happen? Ended up bowling, and we wasn't even concentrating. I got screwed up scores too. Everyone was obsessed with tap tap, haha, the game in novia's iphone.

Then after we finished, novia had to go, so karis and eunice tan came over to my house and we went crazy playing wii. Good luck to all of us, tomorrow will be muscle cramp day. Boxing was serious exercise, haha, then tennis was just addictive. We were standing up and hitting like we're really playing. Eunice even got hit by karis! Haha. Just too excited. I WOULD post pictures, but they're just punching too fast everything became blurred. Oh well. Next time.

It's emo time.

I'm having a day from hell
It was all going so well before you came
And you told me you needed space
With a kiss on the side of my face, not again

And not to mention the tears I shed
But I should've kicked your ass instead
I need intervention
Attention, stop temptation to scream

'Cause baby everything is left up straight from the heart
Tell me, what do you do when it all falls apart?
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
'Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart, no, ohh

Don't know where I parked my car
Don't know who my real friends are, anymore
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do when it rains it pours

And not to mention, I drank too much
I'm feelin' hungover, out of touch
I need intervention
Attention, stop temptation to scream

Baby, everything is left up straight from the heart
Tell me, what do you do when it all falls apart?
Gotta pick myself up, where do I start?
'Cause I can't turn to you when it all falls apart, no, ohh

Can't it be easier? Can't I just change my life?
'Cause it just seems to go bad every time
Will I be mended
Another one ending once again?

Never been blogging for some time now. Well, I guess I'm too lazy to add pictures. One day I'll spam it all. I promise!

Hols is boring. I'm idling at home doing nothing. Ohhhhhhh. I'm bored. Again.