I saw the clock... And it was 11:11...


Someone misses me.. HAHA (:


Aww..

I'm a princess.


Haha! Ok, that was random. Anyway, at home, I AM treated like a princess. Hehe. But I am NOT a spoilt brat.

Rushed home immediately after school today. Since everyone stayed back to study or for remedial, I came home alone instead. And I realise it's quite nice going back alone, maybe I should do it more often. Oh no, I'm becoming a loner.

Is my posts really that weird? Haha. Ignore it, I shall try not do post such emo stuff agian. RAWR... It's back to studying now.


Life is boring... T.T

My blogging frequency increased like crazy. Haha. Like the new skin? I think it's kewl. Haha. Whatever that word means too, I don't know.. Hehehe.

I guess blogging have became a study escape. Where else to go to? You know, I'm confused... Ok.. I'm a confused person.. Why do some people take these things so easily? It seems they don't know the hurt after it's over. I guess they never do. I don't understand why people would do something like that. Is it all just a game?

Anyway, like gen said, I'm a 'good girl'. Haha. My guards are standing tall and ready, 24/7 on duty, with high technology firearms and superpower. (: Come if you dare, who's scared.

Guess where I am now?



I'm at daddy's office! Haha. Just went to study at bugis, then decided to came here to catch a free ride home later on. Then somehow my dad still has things to do and he says I can on the space comp at the spare table beside his. So now.. I'm stuck on ebuddy cause there's no msn msger. Then I have no where else I can visit. So.. Here I am (:

The weather is so nice for sleeping. Makes me feel so drowsy -.-

And.. I'm quite happy today. Haha. Why? I shall not say. Or maybe... MAYBE (I really hate this word) I'm just interpreting things wrongly. Hmm. Was I daydreaming? Hehehe! Somehow I've been daydreaming alot these days >.< oh no.

OH YES! And there's my first A for chinese. FIRST ONE! I'm soooo happy I think I'm dreaming. Hopefully physics and bio don't pull my mood down tomorrow.


Well.. My motto for today.. zou yi bu suan yi bu (this comp doesn't support chinese -.-).. And not forgetting.. When there's a will... There's a way! JIAYOU!

I'm digging my own grave now ):


Well.. I'm having breaktime from studying! Haha. I realise I know super little now.. I got to catch up! Going to summarise all the bio topics later on.. From notes, tb and stuff, read through before I start doing questions.. GOODLUCK!


Jiayou! I have to stop procrastinating now. It's less than a week till exams and look what I've been doing.. I can't lose out. Noo. Everyone's working so hard, why can't I just get a LITTLE motivated to start with.. I don't know what's wrong with me. I feel the stress, I just can't put my heart to it. Maybe it's just me.. Yeah.. GOOD LUCK! I can't screw up this end of years!

用短占的快乐，换取长期的失望与失落。到底值得吗？我太愚蠢了。时间过了，是不能再挽回的。我不能再欺骗自己了。加油吧！

我学着坚强去面对
不让伤悲太过绝对
看着生命最美好的一年
回忆留给昨天
我可以坚强去面对
那些曾经我不避讳

我发誓要更努力 更有勇气

Anyways.. I'm hungry ):

Oh no! I'm not going to EZ competition... Seriously.. I think me going to EZ comp would be just paying $40 to stand there, get humiliated by screwing up, get a piece of paper 'COP' and go home with my head hung low. HAHA. Well yeah.. Huijing is trying to brainwash me now. No no no! Apparantly, we have too low self-esteem. LOL.

Anw.. I don't think I'm going. Haha. I can't perform well alone. It's out of the question. ): Guess I'm not that imba afterall? Haixxxx....

low self esteem -.- my ego is broken into pieces

LOL. Anyway. I guess I just wasted another day... Studying with linda tmr.. GG.. HAHA. (:

I'm having a panda craze. And I somehow pulled gaara in the picture. But nvm. Gaara loves panda, and panda loves gaara.

Anyway, Let's recall how my panda mania started...

One day, I was watching this documentary on endangered species (you can guess which, if you're wrong, slap yourself in the face.. NOW!) when all of a sudden my parents walked pass, tired from a day at work and planning to have a good night rest when I shouted to them.. or maybe just my dad..

"PAPA! *points at the TV screen* BUY ME ONE (: I'll brush it, feed it and even bring it out on walks"

I smiled hopefully at my father... And he just stared back with a weird look on his face. He said something funny.. But.. I FORGOT. Haha. So too bad.. THE END.

Ok no.. I'm just procrastinating here.. Afterall, I'm the self-proclaimed princess of procrastination. Haha. Don't scold me. Eunice lee is the self-proclaimed YOUNG queen of procrastination. Remember to pay taxes if you live in our 'wonderful' nation. (:

Tys for your support. HAHA.

It's déjà vu again and again! Oh no. My world is turning upside down. Haha. It seems like it's not that easy.

And school is killing me again. Today had 2 hrs of chem, 1 hr 30 mins of bio, 1 hr of history, 1 hr of math, 1 hr of self-study(supposed to be PE) and 30 mins of physics. It's horrible day! ): Especially chem. Oh no. My brain cells were depleted till negative percentage. If that's even possible.

A nice song. This time, it's channel switch (: And I only took the chorus and a few nice parts. Next song will be 知道.

The smoke is gone.. Things are clear now! I think... If I'm not wrong that is.. They're not very good, but not very bad either. A little of each I suppose. A childish game, a foolish game. And I agree that it's best to stay clear. Well, all I can do now is ignore everything and continue my 'wonderful' life. Haha

Anyways, had alot of fun studying with eunice lee, linda and muni today. Went the macs near bugis, not the one at bugis. Studied, and talked.. Haha. It was ok, stress relieving study. But soon it'll be back to mugging alone again. It's boring.. Aww, sorry linda for not telling you anything. But... *ZIP*... My lips are sealed.

Oh yes... And history repeats itself again.. Or will the world end here?

Love is just a form of stupidity.

Ok. That was random. Haha. I'm so bored. My house just had a blackout and apparantly 3 things can't be switched on or it'll cause another blackout.. Which 3? I seriously have no idea. One thing I agree with my brother... 'THANK GOODNESS IT'S NOT OUR COMPUTER!' Haha. But anw, I'm using a laptop, and there's not really much of a problem to me. I think the word 'computer' shld be switched to 'internet'. Haha. Even if my bro's comp was down, he could use the spare laptop in my parent's room.

Emo-ness is contagious. So don't emo anymore! Or you'll make me sad too. And I promised myself not to emo on blogger anymore.. Don't make me break my promise! It'll get better in time, we'll be RIGHT BESIDE you (:


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Should I be happy or sad? I don't even know what's going on anymore. I'm stressed...

YES! CCO concert is finally over (:

My feet hurts like hell now. But it's ok! I'll survive. I've been wearing the court shoes for like at least 12 hours, and who's idea was it? Linda. I'll forgive you... AGAIN... Just because you're the #1 baichi. Haha

Didn't get to study much today. Didn't get to do much. And our greatest challenge on stage today was to NOT FALL ASLEEP! Our parts are just too little it's boring.

And lastly.. I really hate moodle.. Ytd when I had the time I couldn't access it. Tonight when I'm tired and half dead, I got in, but I couldn't find the graph thing. So in the end I couldn't do anything. I'm thinking of asking ppl, but NO ONE'S ONLINE! Argh.. Fine.

Anw, I feel like sleeping already. Oh no.. Physics pop quiz tmr.. NIGHTS

WOOO! Yes! I'll be learning tennis soon! Hahahaha. Though my parents are not really happy about it.. But they said ok (: YAY! After exam... HERE I COME!

Am I tired? Or just plain bored. Emo maybe? Haha.

Nahh. I'm tired.

Enough with studying! Grrr.. After reading a little more on physics I'll go sleep (:

NIGHTS!

I can't breath.. Oh no.. What's happening to me.. ):


Anyway. Mugging today was, pretty successful. Haha. Well, most of it was done it school anyways, that 2 hours free period which I slept for 30 min. Haha. Can't blame me, I'm tired..

I have no motivation for studying, really zero motivation. Someone help me -.-

Argh, I can't take it anymore. Going off now, back to detective conan...

Just back from shicheng awhile ago. I can't believe we really slack that much, gone for only a few practice and we're roughly done. One more practice on sat, then it's the real thing on sunday plus rehearsal. (: It's gonna be cool, first time esplanade performance. Haha.

Patience is a virtue.. If I didn't have patience I'd be chopping lots of people's head off now.. Haha

Grr. School again tomorrow. I'm so sick of school -.- I can't believe exams are coming.. 2 weeks? Hmm... I'm going to start procrastinating again. GG to me (:

I'm having a few song obsession now. Ohhh, it's addictive (:

Grr.. I want to be emo. Bio just killed me. ):

EMO EMO EMO EMO

Wanted to go home at first. But then suddenly had an impromtu date with eunice. HAHA. WALL-EEEEE (:

Wall-e is super adorable and super sweet!

Damn. MSN is not working now, can't log in! RAWR..

Argh.. What am I saying?

Oh yess.. I hate bio. Please kill me NOW!

There's shicheng tmr too.. At like... 8+ after the mooncake festival until 10+..

Let me predict something..

I see, no more buses and me, stranded out on the streets. *SOBS* I don't want to stay back so late.

RAWR! Today I will show you a wonderful report.

Case #1
VICTIM: ME!
CAUSE OF DEATH: Frustration
REASON: I just finished my chem quiz asking burning 101% of my braincells and moodle decides to say 'bye bye' and go put up an 'under renovation' and go DOWN
SYMPTOMS: Your hair stands, your heart aches and you feel like murdering anyone in your sight

Case #2
VICTIM: Mr. Brain
CAUSE OF DEATH: Homework overload
REASON: The supposedly 8th deadly sin that was somehow left out - procrastination.
SYMPTOMS: When you realise you cannot leave your computer for a second even just to go to the toilet or for the delicious food that is non-existant in my house. Or maybe flu-like symptoms or deadly cough and weezing which required the aid of weird medicines that make me shiver and sleep (ALOT - this only applies to sleep)

Case #3
VICTIM: Mr Lungs
CAUSE OF DEATH: NIL - still alive.. For now
REASON: My diet have just returned to cold and sweet. My medicine is nil. I almost choked to death in shicheng dazu today (apparantly choked on air *applause*)
SYMPTOMS: As stated above. You dream that you have a lack of air when you're surrounded by oxygen. You have weird thoughts of suffocating in your sleep. You choke for no reason.

CONCLUSION for today.. I am dying. And my brain is going to die again because I am currently committing the 8th deadliest sin.. Again. Lucky he lives as long as *insert suitable word*. Hmmm.. I shall leave for now. My homework is calling me..

Oh no. I realise I really don't have the ability to start homework so early. My attention span drops at a speed of 100%/sec!

I've managed to dig out SOME homework.. Read it and not understand it. I grabbed my pen, getting ready to write and it slipped out of my fingers.. 0.0 RAWR.. It's eating my brains up. TOO MUCH EFFORT NEEDED!

Exaggeration is a wonderful thing.. Haha. Did I even spell it right? Hmmm..

And I realise there's...

chem remedial tmr...
CO prac on fri...

HOHOHO! Lucky jixun is cancelled. Hopefully we're going K on thurs too (: But this 'wonderful' throat of mine is not getting better.. THIS ISN'T HELPING! ARGH..

Sangatsu Kokonoka (March 9th) is a super nice song from 1 litre of tears.. Everytime I hear that song I feel like crying again. -.- You have to watch the show to understand. It's really nice!