There we go again. I thought I was free from the evil grasp of RPG madness. The addiction, the chiong-ing! Ohh how I miss you so much!

Then here I am, sitting at my table trying to eat my lunch and Jiayu comes talking to me about CD, aka Celestial Destroyer, aka MMORPG... I swear I'm going to go crazy. Fine.. I admit it, I'm a hopeless gamer.. (only for rpgs) Haha.

This reminds me of my entire gaming life.

(WARNING: Contents may seem foreign to many. Read at your own risk)

Through... CERTAIN influences.. I started gaming at the young age of 10. My first game.. Runescape. In between were a little CS and Dota.. But this was just the beginning.. Runescape didn't last long. Not long later, after hours of chionging everyday, I reached one of the higher levels. Not the extremes like my brother and cousins. But still quite high. And then I quit.

Next up was ragnarok, which again didn't lasted long since it became 'Pay to Play'. But I have to admit, ragnarok was FUN.. I still remember it was my first time as a priest/cleric like character. Difficult, but somehow, you're always in demand. So it's never hard to find a team.

Then when I was about 11. Conquer fever began. Met some really nice people there, and got into some really nice guilds. Then I reached level 100+. But, this time I didn't stop. Then I started hunting everyday. Getting nice stuff, selling.. And sometimes, started to plvl other newcomers and gain some points for myself (even though I never got to using them). Oh yes, then there's my second and third character. So there's my imba archer, deserted trojan and not very useful YET water tao (and again, I never got to using my tao).

I can't remember when. But after 2 years or so I stopped conquer.. FOR AWHILE.. I went off to other horrible games (no offence) such as maple and some others which all didn't last long. Oh yes, this reminds me.. I also played Gunbound. Somewhere before conquer came. Haha.

Got back to conquer but then it stopped again. Started a new character at a new server, but then it didn't work out. Then comes audition and O2jam. Which I remember I quitted cause of horrible server congestion.

And recently just last year. CabalSEA. It was a disappointment. I got bored after awhile. So I didn't get too high too. But it was ok. Maybe it was me.. I think it's me..

Oh well. Now there's a high chance I'll get lured in by the temptation. Oh noo. 1 more to my collection.

I'm surprised by my gaming life.. Oh no.. I have no life.. I feel like a guy. Zhai nan wan sui! =.=

edit/ oh no. I almost forgot. Rose Online. Which was one of the laggiest game I've ever played. Hahah.

Even though I keep saying I'll CONSIDER it.. I have a feeling I've already decided. There's a 101% chance I'll join. OH NO SAVE ME.. ):

New Year holidays are finally over.

Played my last round of mahjong just now. Haha. I swear I cannot gamble. I don't have the luck for it >< Anyway, I realised I didn't gamble this year. Wow, accomplishment. HAHA.

This year's new year was.. Okay..

Saturday... Shopping for new year goodies and new year clothes. It was quite good. Bought lots of stuff and all the nice food which I like. Haha. I'm going to get fat..

Sunday... Free day at home! But I burned it off by spamming loads and loads of DVDs. I'm a hopeless couch potato.. Haha. Then finally did A LITTLE homework. Which wasn't much in the end.

Monday... Visiting! Went to my grandma's house for awhile. Paid a visit, ate lunch, left. It was well.. Short. After that we went to the large IKEA and GIANT to buy some stuff before we went back. Woaahh. I could really get lost there. Now I feel like eating at IKEA. It looks nice, and probably taste nice too.. If I didn't remember wrongly.

Reached home and some of my aunts, uncles and cousins went home already. Aww. I wanted to see them, even though I don't know them.. Haha. Afterall, it's once a year we meet. Then the gambling began... (:

This time there's an addition to our gambling tradition. Dice! Big, small and lots of other rare and hard-to-win combinations. And there's our usual blackjack and not forgetting, mahjong! Which we finally upgraded to playing (after all these years when we were still so young we didn't know the beauty of mahjong).

Then today came.. Tuesday, the last day of the holiday which is going to end in 12 minutes. I got a new desktop computer! Goodbye old but already-quite-long-lived laptop. Helloooo large-screened-takes-up-alot-of-space computer! And of course, what comes with desktop is a CPU, keyboard and of course loads of speakers. Say bye bye to my spacious table.

Now my bear has no place to sit but on the speaker. Poor little... Bear.. I should change it's clothes from 'Merry Christmas' to 'Happy New Year'.. Or since new year is going to be over... 'Happy Birthday'? Haha! Opps. xD

I should stop delaying and just go and sleep now. Yes I should. Lucky my dad's fetching tomorrow so I can sleep in. Wheee! xD

Byebye 12.. I'll miss you! See you in 1 day + 6 minutes + 6 hours and 21(?) minutes!

Happy 牛 Year to all!

Let's all hope for a better start and a better year ahead.

JIAYOU JIAYOU!

I'm soooo sad..

Iowa reunion dinner is cancelled. And I cannot go too ):

Family reunion dinner... It was hmm.. Normal.

It was just a mini buffet at home, plus yu sheng. Haha. Didn't really eat much since I was already super full. Then watched DVD and played mahjong with my family.

Now I'm boooorreeeddd... I feel like sleeping, but I don't feel like sleeping.

I feel so bad. I spent so much on new year clothes today.. T.T

I removed my bandage.


BUT MY FEET IS STILL SWOLLEN! T.T


Oh nevermind. I'm back to wearing shoes. Say goodbye to AA life, HELLOOOO normal shoe life!

Anyway. I swear I'll learn finish 'Kiss The Rain' on the piano. Stumbled onto the score at http://cafe.naver.com/sungielove.cafe. They have like so many nice songs!

Practice makes perfect! GO ME!

There's some severe bad luck following me these days.

I almost fell again TWICE today. With my horrible sprain, I don't want anymore injuries >< During the new year too..

And I think those 2 times happened in less than half an hour. When I was going down the stairs on the way home, I slipped on the steps again.. Slid a few steps down but lucky I didn't fall, if not I'll really tumble down the stairs and I would just cry. Not cause of the pain, cause.. HOW COULD THAT EVEN HAPPEN? 0.o I felt a stinging pain for a few seconds and it went away, PHEW...

Then when I finally got out of school safely.. It happened again. When I was walking across the road to my bus 12. I don't know how I tripped at totally nothing.. I suddenly just fell forward... 0.0 Lucky again, I caught my balance and didn't fell down.

What in the world is happening to me!? T.T

Got back from the doctor.

It was one of the most painful experiences ever! Plus the walking to and fro from loyang point.

The doctor was like pressing and pressing. It was super painful! Then I started bursting in laughing while the doctor was pressing and he thought I was ticklish -.- HAHA.

I have no idea why I laughed also. Maybe it's the pain getting to my head >< I'm going bonkers.

I can't believe my parents said I was a crybaby! They said when I was young and twisted and fractures my arm, I was crying like mad at the doctor's. And everytime I just had a small cut I'll be crying my hearts out.

Maybe that's why the tears disappeared now..

I sprained my ankle today.

It's so pain! It's been like more than 12 hours since I sprained it already, but my parents are not back yet! ARGH.. How am I going to go to school tomorrow, I can't even walk properly, I'm limping like some old granny T.T

I was walking down the stairs in school when I suddenly fell. THANK GOODNESS I was at my last few steps, or I'll be tumbling down like some idiot baboon. Scraped my knee and my feet bent at a very horrible angle. At first I thought it was okay, but then it just got worse.

ARGHHH... PAIN! T.T

Got home quite late today.

Fenzu was dragged until quite late, then SOME PEOPLE dragged me off to eat with them then dragged me to stay until who knows what time (:

Haha. Again.. It became a dizi+me dinner. Oh no, this must change! Haha.

And then I managed to slip off home to my darling bus 12, leaving jiayu and huijing alone (:

Oh well.. Have to hurry go bathe now, then there's more homework and revision to do ><

It's JPOP craze again (:

TEGOSHI YUYA! I love NEWS. It's such an adorable band. Haha.

Go listen to "Days" by Ayumi Hamasaki. It's such a bittersweet song. A little sad too. But it's really really nice!

And of course, there's the new songs by NEWS. And if you really decided to go listen to it, watch the MV instead. Cause you'll get to see YAMAPI, TEGOSHI YUYA and TAKAHISA MASUDA!

You'll regret not watching. HAHA! xD

*goes back to jpopasia*

*obsession*

I had.. A great dream last night.

It was scary just thinking about it. I can almost feel my heart racing.. But it was good.

But like they say.. Dreams never come true ><

*kicks pessimistic self*

BACK TO MUGGING!

Here I am, 1 am in the middle of the night morning. I'm waiting for the water on my hair to naturally evaporate before I can reunite with my darling bed. And as some would know.. That takes... VERY long.. Hahah

Been slacking the day off. I'm proud of myself though. Before slack time, I actually finished reading my history notes and also did a little bit of math matrices revision stuff. Tomorrow will be trigo worksheet and studying bio, chemisty!

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!x7 more (:

I think I'll just go and sleep now -.-

The wonders of WIND... *YAWNS*

I shall sleep like a pig tomorrow morning. "DO NOT DISTURB"

I am SO non-piggish xD

I'm super tired now. I realise I skipped dinner. Maybe that's the reason why I'm so un-energetic now. Now there's no more food left, just a bowl of soup to fill my stomach till reccess tomorrow. T.T

Suspicions, doubt, worry, sadness... EMO.

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It's homework break.

I thought I was immune already, but I guess I was wrong. ARGHH. It's so stupid to trouble over such insignificant things. No one would even notice! Arrrggghhh.

NEVERMIND. Hahah.


2C'07 <3 MUNI. & 4HAVEN . XYZ says:
u must happy if not i see u not happy then i will be not happy
2C'07 <3 MUNI. & 4HAVEN . XYZ says:
so u must be happy
2C'07 <3 MUNI. & 4HAVEN . XYZ says:
yay


LOL. Thank you muni (: You have my thanks for being so high and making me so high. Hahaha! 我们有默契! Haha. And yess, I know I'm super nice to talk to xD

梁静茹's new song is nice! 属于 and also 不是我不明白. AFTER TODAY, NO MORE HOMEWORK FOR ME!

我们的关怀
像爱但又说不上爱
没有后来
我们才学会爱

我坚持的都 值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了 不要呢
或许吧 或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

属于风的 那就去 飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌吧
属于我们的爱 该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢 不要呢
是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧 他原来就在这里啊

Stress.. It's the start of the year and there's already so much homework.

Everyday I come back home the first thing I think would be.. "What do I start with today?"

There's outstanding holiday homework.
Current homework.
Revision (which I skipped these days cause of ABOVE)
Piano piano piano (which can seriously drive me crazy)
Running! (I have to prevent my threadmill from rotting, and 2.4!)

When I come back, eat, bathe, rest for awhile... It's already 8+. And it's not because I eat slow... Or I bathe slow... ><

Oh well.. Time won't stop because I'm complaining (though I wish it would..), now it's LA time! And math... KILLER... Dx

This was the first time I ever felt so helpless.

I don't know why, but my heart was beating so fast I couldn't breathe. It was a choking sensation. I can't believe just thinking about it could make me feel so breathless.

I wanted to cry. I don't know why.

Just smile and let things go..

I've been awake for exactly 1 hour 54 minutes now.

Time now: 454am

Midnight early morning homeworking is the most effective ever. Got my 4 hours of sleep from 11-3am and here I am, chionging my homework again.

It's the most successful and condusive mugging time ever. Though I'm still slightly distracted, with my maggie, blogging, song searching and chatting.

Oh nevermind, I'm an imba multi tasker.

TOM YUM MAGGIE. Mmm. Never tasted better (:

Time now: 505am

edit/ It's 530am now. I've officially given up on math. And I don't think I'll be able to hand in today unless I do speed copying.

Math.. I don't know how to say.. It makes me feel like banging my head on the wall, jumping off a 10000~ (to infinity) story building, and also that deep desire to crumple my math worksheet and just shout "I GIVE UP! I'M NOT HANDING UP ANYMORE!"

Just one word to describe MATH..

EVIL. Yes. Totally evil. If I were asleep, I would be having a nightmare about the EVIL math worksheet with sharp fangs and bright red eyes chasing me around some land with numbers and horrible mathematical symbols.

"The past is behind, learn from it
The future is ahead, prepare for it
The present is here, live it."

Only time can tell what will happen next. It's pointless to trouble myself over it.

It's homework time. CHIONG AH!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEOH JIA YU!

Hahah. We finally paid off 3 years of debt to our wonderfully BHB fish aka JIAYU. We bought him a.. AHEM... (:

Anyway, his birthday outing ended up super duperly awkward (SORRY..). It became like a CO comm outing + eunice + me + jinjia. And apparantly I didn't know more than 3-4 people out of the 11 people who went.

So let's start from the beginning... Met up with huijing and eunice for present hunting! Ended up buying this super adorable.... AHEM... I want! But I like the small one better, it was so much cuter! I shall post pictures next time. Haha.

After that met up with the others at the MRT station and it started to get reeeaaalllyyyy awkward. It was just weird ><

After that went for movie, 7 pounds! Since the other shows were all not available... It ended up as a boring, strange and maybe too cheeemm for us. Except for the last 10 mins where we finally understood what they were showing.

After 1 hr plus through the show we started to carry out 'SELF-ENTERTAINMENT'. And I think we were making quite some noise. Hahah. And this was the first movie I saw so many people go to the toilet. HAHA. Or maybe it was just the guys behind ><

After that went for lunch and it suddenly became chuida dinner. There was only me, eunice, huijing, jiayu and yongjing left. Some went to eat at the foodcourt and some went back I think.. It became LESS awkward, then we bought our food and started crapping and shooting jiayu.

Then we went to the basement to walk one round around breadtalk. HAHA. Eunice needed to buy bread. After that we decided to hide at some dark staircase at the basement to sing our birthday song (it was super failure, hahaha) for jiayu. At the same time take some weird photoes and do some weird stuff.

Oh well, overall... It was okay.. Haha. Afterall the main goal of today was to celebrate jiayu's birthday, so it doesn't matter (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLD MAN!

I miss my darling file.

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I have bad karma.

I swear it's bad karma. And maybe a little bad luck for walking under the ladder on my first day of school.

My throat hurts everytime I swallow. That's super horrible, and totally terrible. What's going on to my throat?! OUCH..

School was normal, seating arrangement was changed. Now I'm right in front of the teachers' table *APPLAUSE*... With shouyi.. Wahahahh. I'm going to spam him with questions whenever I don't know stuff and I hope some of his imba-ness rubs off me (:

Went back home with eeeeeeeunice, and jiamin. HAHA. Went for KFC and talked for centuries before we decided to go back. (maybe it was because of the chicken. BAD chicken. BAD BAD chicken!) And apparantly we were zi-highing over our new top secret project.

JAANGSAIKEN! HAHA. I still think it's super funny.

Obsession is never good ><> If this leaks out I'm seriously going to bang my head on the wall, jump into the 黄河, flow out into the artic where I freeze to death and die peacefully with the adorable polar bears and penguins. Yes.. That's the plan.

My throat is still pain.

Having piano lesson later. My teacher's mini concert is coming, and I promise I'll only attend if I managed to learn my song aka The Butterfly Lovers aka 梁祝. Yes. That same one as the shicheng concert. OH YES, what a wonderfully difficult and amazing choice. At least that's an improvement from my always "NOO! NOT GOING NOT GOING! *sticks out tongue*" that lasted for more than 3 years already.

I'm growing up. No wait.. I'm getting old T.T

Here I am again, slacking, starving and boring myself out.

Orientation was ok. Not that high, but not that boring too. We should decorate our area with more soft cuddly toys. That panda on the bian zhong is seriously super cute! >.< I WANT! The last time I saw it I think it was still a dirty old panda. Or did I remember wrongly?

I want food!

And I need to finish my homework T.T

Orientation had been.. Fun. I suppose.. Haha.

DHS Chase was tiring, running non-stop. But it was exciting, trying to out run other classes and other groups all the time. Then the wonderful sense of achievement when we reached back to school quite early (:

Sandcastle building today was pretty cool. Blue zone go! Haha. It's so fun building our greek colosseum like stadium. HAHA. It's the biggest stadium amongst all the zones! Big and beautiful. Made by a bunch of fun and adorable 3 4G-ians..?

Then went back to school all dirty and sandy, spent like only one hour practicing for our totally horrible orientation before we headed off to shangyin. I wonder what tomorrow is going to be like, I seriously HOPE it's successful.


I've been thinking... Maybe I should just let it go. The more I think about it, the more confused I get. What are you thinking...

I have a serious mental block.

I have NO IDEA how I'm going to complete my homework consisting of all essays like that.

I don't even know what I should write for this post. Noo! My brain is exploding.

Burn burn burn! I wanna burn all my essays. BURN!

LOVE TO LU XUN! :D

Dynasty warriors is super cool. And LU XUN is officially my favourite character.

Why?

Cause he's so adorably pretty and he uses twin swords (:

HAHA!

Sorry Xing Cai. You can be my second favourite. But I think her character didn't continue on in the game. There's like no more news of her after DW3 or 4. Though I never play those..

I think everyone can just stop reading my post now since you probably won't understand anything anymore (:

WU and SHU ftw! I hardly play WEI. Don't really have any nice characters inside. Haha.

WU has the wonderful and amazing LU XUN! Plus Sun Ce, Xiao Qiao and Ling Tong. That makes 4 nice and usable characters.

SHU has Xing Cai, Zhao Yun, Zhu Ge Liang, Ma Chao, Jiang Wei and Pang Tong. That makes 6 characters. Haha!

But WU still comes first. Why? Cause LU XUN is in it! :D

Though, I prefer his new look in DW6. Where he loses his hat and has a cool new costume with some deco below his eye. But too bad PSP doesn't accept DW6. Haha. I SHALL WAIT!

Happy New Year to everyone!

It's a not so happy new year for me since I still have LOADs and maybe you could say, almost ALL my homework not done yet.

*clapclap*

I really MUST chiong during the weekends already. So here goes my new year resolutions.

10 NEW YEAR COMMANDMENDS

I will work hard and study hard. MUG MUG MUG!
I will kill procrastination.
I will save money.
I will keep my things organised.
I will practice hard for piano and suona.
I will drink more water.
I will train my stamina.
I will stay happy and stop emo-ing.
I will go on a diet! xD
I will try my best and...

Haha. The last one's a secret (:

I hope I can follow these horrible resolutions. Even though I think the chance of success is like less than 10% .. Oh noo.