Today was SUPER! Jillian rocks lor. Today treat ding tai feng and macs sundae. I missed ding tai feng fried rice and xiao long bao! Finally got to eat them today. And me, yihui and eunice tan only had to pay the $4 tax. Haha. Also took taxi there. All treat! So cool lor.

Valentines will rock equally. We're going out on a SINGLES day =) So yeah, ppl with bfs are not allowed, but 'husbands' are allowed. Hahaha. I wonder what will happen. Happy singles day, haha. Ok lar, better stop crapping le. 'Let it shine' some characters really very stupid lor. Like one example, the xishi... I see already keep thinking, 'why she so stupid one?'.

Don't mind me for my short emo-ing in this post. It's hard to keep everything inside every single second of your life. Just skip the next paragraph and continue after that..

To forget would be the best thing that could happen. But the thing is, would it happen? The desire, the longing, the hope. All the muddled up feelings inside. And that tiny hope that I try my best to cling on to... Will my dreams come true? Or will it just remain as a dream? I hate reality, the reality that no one wants, that harsh reality... All that waiting, it leaves my feelings numb... Half of me wants to just leave it all behind, but the other half wants to hold on... What should I do? Only one person has the answer... But will I ever know?

Oh gosh, so emo-ish... Hahaha, I feel like deleting this. Naww.. I'll just leave it here. So Iowa has met up with again, some trouble, but we're now safe and sound again. I'm still wondering who's the culprit... So today we had another small problem.. Wonder if it'll become big again. Hope not! So yeah, today fenzu again, practiced shuang tu... WahhhH! I can't do it well.. So zibei... So slow lor, seriously... Even I can tell it's super slow. Gosh, I suck at blowing instruments.. So sad lar, I think it's like uber lag behind already. Then that liu yi hui whole day brag her shuang tu to me. ARGH... Shuang tu is like piano scales, irritating as hell!

Anyway, I have to go remake my POSB card alone lor. Must go to the place myself and do all the stupid procedures. My bad for losing the card. And waste another $5! I'm so broke now. I'm getting pocket money in advance. So now I'm gonna have to stop eating reccess to save back the money for all the books, notes and bdae present. (sorry to bear and jiamin! so late then get ur presents) Need some crap ACC books for $10.. Chinese textbook for around $4.. Present will be about $15-20 budget for both. $1 to pay back yihui(borrowed from her today for lunch). It means.. I need to last until 15 Feb with only $15 to eat! And who knows what other notes we'll need to pay for!? I'm officially bankrupted! T.T

Just finished piano lesson. There's so many things to learn and memorise! Gosh.... Today was so cold, my hand was freezing throughout the lesson and on the bus to school. ESPECIALLY on the bus to school...

*Sigh*.. Now Iowa is getting more complicated. And because of a recent miscommunication it's getting worse and worse. Well, I don't really get what's going on. Now I know roughly what's the problem... Hopefully I could try to get things back to normal. Who knows if it'll work or not? Hope it doesn't backfire and let's just pray things go well.

It's all just a matter of speaking up when you should and keeping your mouth shut when you should. So let's just say, it's a lesson learnt. (I learnt mine long ago, tho it doesn't really work sometimes, things just slip or won't come out, I'm sure it happens with everyone).

Wish Iowa a peaceful year ahead =)

OMGOSH! I saw xiao li yuan(situ bi) today!! He was at pasir ris inbetween the MRT station and white sands that area. So cool lor! yihui also saw him, but that was quite awhile before me. She say she thought he go on train already. But he was still at white sands lor! Didn't take picture lor, so sad.. He was wearing chung cheng high uniform, long pants de.. So now I see before adriano and xiao li yuan real person. Haha. He still looks the same as on TV, and he's like quite tall lor.

So lucky leh.. Actually my mum ask me meet her at the top up ez-link area, I thought is MRT. But lucky I misintepret, if not will not be able to see him lor. Lucky me. When I first saw him I was like so shock so I was kinda staring trying to make sure if it's him or not. Haha, it really is! And he saw me looking lor! Haha, but I think he shld be used to it le lar. Yihui also stared. Haha. But he didn't see her staring. Hopefully next time go back that time can see him again =)

This post is for my mum and dad.. I'm genuinely sorry.. I send you my most sincere apologies and I promise, for the last time, that I will never repeat this same mistake again. This is like dejavu... I hate that place, I hate VCH... And I think VCH hates me too... Whenever I go there, something bad just has to happen to me.

I thought all was well when I was going back. Who knows what will happen in the end? Just awhile before I was alighting. Just minutes before I'm going to be home safe... It just had to happen again huh? It's my fault. It's my fault for not taking good care of it. Now it's my responsibility to settle this problem myself. And I thank you both so much for taking the time and effort to go to the interchange to try our luck to see if we can find it. Again and again, it just happens. This time, I really cried my heart out...

What makes me feel worse was that when I got home, what I saw on my laptop. It was a handphone box with a note reading... 'Happy 2007 Birthday! Love: Papa, Mummy'... I've got no one to blame but myself... You were right to scold me... It was my bad for talking back, for shouting.. All I could do was cry and not do anything. It's all my bad..

I'm so sorry. Sorry to put you in all the trouble. Sorry for making you waste time, effort and money. Sorry I repeated my mistake. Sorry for not listening to you. Sorry for talking back. Yet, I'm thankful for the present. And thank you for comforting me in the end. Thank you for believing me once again. I promise, and I swear, I'll try my best and change, I won't let you down again.

Sorry...

I'm super bored now. Super duper bored. Going to VCH tmr for guzheng concert tmr... Damn... I hate VCH... Lost my wallet there the last time. With so much money inside. And my ez-link. Lucky that time my atm card wasn't with me.

Ok... So I kinda got nothing to talk about. But I have to do something while waiting for youtube naruto episode to load. It's taking so long. They only got until 217 now, and hopefully it doesn't stop in the middle of a mission or something. And why won't the godamn fillers end already!? Tho some fillers are quite interesting, and gaara is finally back in episode 216. Haven't watch it yet, but I know there's gaara in there. Haha. His red hair is so easy to notice, you can't miss it.

Well... I really got nothing to say. And I'm not in a go crazy mode today since it's like so bored. And I better get off before the boredom spreads inside this post.. I guess it already did.. Oh whatever... X(

Currently chatting with daniel about that recent disease taking over 2Iowa... It's the emo disease... And people are catching the disease it's scary... It's so scary. Iowa changed alot since this year. It's become more emo-ish, and very pro all of a sudden... However, the only thing that's still the same is that we're as noisy as last year, or maybe even worse. That's something to be proud of. Haha.

Today on the MRT, eunice tan had a '1 minute of emo-ing' and it was so embarrassing! Lucky she got off at commonwealth, haha. If not, what if she decided to have a second '1 minute of emo-ing' in the MRT in public... Gosh! Then we started talking about zixuan's 'sense of humour' in the class. Singing 'all you people can't you see can't you see', doing weird actions, haha. And his Uzap and Igallop. Hilarious. Yeah...

Sadly, there's this CO talk tmr.. I wanna go back with all the Iowans. Our super large gang of people. Haha. Even during recess we got more than 12 Iowans sitting together. That's like, 1/3 of the class already. Anyway, I better go now or I'll be super tired tmr and probly sleep during the talk. Haha, gdnights.

So tired today. Watched 'let it shine' today, missed yesterday's first episode... Adriano is so cute lor, haha. And zhiyang also. Then Adriano's name in the show is Bai Muguang.. Hahaha, white papaya. Zhiyang I duno, didn't see him in second episode. So nice, this show must follow!

Slept awhile in the afternoon. Fell asleep listening to radio on phone. Didn't know how long I slept. We're starting to have homework already... And there's chinese compo tmr... ARGH... I can't wait for the outing on 27th tho. Have to recheck the price and everything and see whether they want to split rooms or not. Hopefully it's not that expensive, or I'll be so broke. Have the start skipping recesses le, Have less than $10 in my wallet until next month.

Better start on a little homework now, finish a few today first. Haix, I still prefer last year's teachers... Much better...

Had first fenzu of the year today, haha. Slacking as usual. Played some changyin, haha, I really pity those who had to blow so long. Played abit of some new songs we just learnt and the rest of the time spent reading 'JIN TIAN YI' comics and hearing the snrs play. Jin tian yi is so nice lor, I miss the TV series, the one with real live actors, the guy's quite cute too, haha. And I remember I used to watch with my grandma in the middle of the night cause I didn't dare to watch it alone. And after every episode I wouldn't dare to sleep, but I'll watch the next time again. Ahhh, great times.

Yihui had to stay back for chuida, sadly, so I left and went back alone with eileen. Still, I suffered 1 stop of MRT and 5 stops of super crowded bus trip. And... OMGOSH tmr got weight taking. And height... OMGOSH... I'm so uber short I can't take my freakin' height, and weight!! OMGOSH.... I've skipped dinner, but don't think it'll make a difference since I always skip dinner, and I ate an ice-cream on the way back... OMGOSH.... I'm so dead... Plus, the scale had a zero error of +0.2 or something, it means it'll be even heavier! OMGOSH... I think I'll pass 50... OMGOSH.... I'm so paranoid...

I must do 50 sit-ups later plus jog 10 minutes before I go bathe... IF I can last... Hahaha.. I won't be able to do 50 godamn sit-ups... My napfa sit-ups is always like...20+? OMGOSH... I hate PE....

I'm starting to hate the rain. It's depriving me of any outdoor activities. Damn. And I keep getting soaked under the rain. It's like 3 days in the row walking under the rain. If I don't get sick, I'm god. So yeah, I'm sick. At least, I think so, hahaha. Doesn't matter, I was already sick.

It's totally bullshit, when I was at mt sinai, it was raining heavily, when I was on the MRT, there was little rain, when I got back to pasir ris, it was equally heavy as at mt sinai. My mum thinks I'm mad walking around in a jacket and track pants. Well, it's cold! So anyway, let's look back...

Thurs had zhaoji again. That day was super horrible. We got let off early and had to stay back till 4.15 for zhaoji... Such a waste! And yihui and I occupied ourselves with talking about our dearest jiamin and all her wonderful scandels. Haha, no more talking about songjia, it's about jiamin now. She's PRO =D I love reading her inbox. Then during zhaoji, yihui kept saying she was 'niao ji', wanna go toilet. So I kept asking her to wait awhile more. Wait and wait until finally can go le, then we chiong all the way to toilet, haha. And yah, we MUST go to this guzheng concert at who knows when since we didn't go shicheng. Haix... That day we left like so late, reached home around 8.15 and ate dinner until 8.30 then had piano until 9.30 then went to bathe until 10+ and started chionging CAP until 1+ midnight. SO TIRED...

Anyway, shangyin lessons changed to Tues 7.30 at night already, so YAY! Can go out on sat already. Must ask eunice then we can hurry plan for 27th the outing, celebrate some people the bdae. I also just realised that loyang point got KTV leh... Next time chalet can come loyang point after that, then I go home super easy already. Talking about bdae... This year CO trip is to malaysia at some ulu ulu place, AND it's on the March Hols... It means... If I go, then I'll be celebrating my birthday there!! Haha, wonder how it'd be like. Yihui says she wanna go, I also wanna go. I'll never skip a chance to go overseas. NEVER! And I get to celebrate with my friends, hahaha. But still, it's like 2 months later, so don't be too happy yet.

I just wanna say something else before I leave... S.H.E's 怎么办 is like so super nice lor! HEARTS!! Recently it's been addiction to 怎么办，一眼万年 and 小情歌. The last song is by su da lv, very nice, but the voice is abit weird, haha, still, it's a nice song. For yi yan wan nian, it's mainly cause of tian wai fei xian that's why become addicted. And zen me ban, just cause it's a super nice song with a super nice tune and HEBE is just so adorable with her new haircut. Love Hebe =D

Just got back from the doctor. I'm sick, haha. Persistant coughing with a slight fever of 37.6 which is not very high. Didn't get MC. Damn... Got lots of medicine to take. 3 to 4 different tablets and the cough syrup... SAD... I hope I don't forget to take them.

I've been neglecting this blog. It's been so long since I blogged. Have lots to talk about, DHS Xtreme, DHS Xplore.. Sitting with eunice lee this term =) ms ngau let us choose our seats ourselves this year. And yihui's sitting behind me, hahaha, good entertainment. I love how yihui draws a stickman, HAHAHA... Jiamin swore not to flirt and concentrate on her studies, and if she don't she'll pay us each $5... We're gonna be rich! So we're taking turns to check her phone and I'm on wednesday duty, haha.

DHS Xtreme was cool, Iowa got 2nd leh! Haha, first time Iowa so pro. Played the games till we're all muddy, especially the atlantis challenge.. Then junjie was one of the MC... HAHA, he talks like normal lidat. Next day was Xplore.. Xplore was so fun! Our facil was real good also. And we got FIRST for our route, and highest points amongst all teams, and we left the first! WOOO! Iowa this year very pro. We could be better, it's all keechin and marcus's hokkien mee's fault... Who ask them waste so much time buy hokkien mee.. Damn hokkien mee X)

Better go eat medicine already, then tmr need to stay back for zhaoji, can't go back with the others, =(...

Went to watch death note 2 today. L rocks! He's so cute, so cool. And to weikai... 'He's not gay! He's eccentric!' Almost every scene he's like eating something or sucking the lolly. I don't know why crystal prefers L, and why yihui thinks L is the bad guy. He sacrificed himself!

The part when he fell off the chair when he heard about shinigamis is so funny. And the way he holds the phone, and that mask! The mask is so adorable! And the final part when he's about to die, when he smiled to light's father, that part was so sad! His smile is so cute too, haha. So to conclude everything. L ROCKS THE BEST!

I'm so bored I'm gonna start doing boring stuff... Found this on friendster bulletin board :)

BEDROOM SURVEY
Do you have the following in your room?

Condom: nope
Cell Phone: YES!
Chair/stool: yeah
Book shelf: yeah
Dresser: yeah
Computer: does laptop count?
Bean Bag: yeah
Pictures: yeah
Mirror: yeah
Skateboard: nope
Bed: this question is pointless..
Clothes on the floor: currenly no
Surfboard: how the hell do you surf in sg?
Smoke Detectors: pls tell me who has this in their bedroom..
Piano/Keyboard/Guitar/Bass/Drums: keyboard and guitar, piano is outside.
Locking Door: Sadly, nooo...
Bottle of Water: yeah(got forced to)
A Blacklight: where do you buy those?
Medals/Ribbons: throphy?
Awards: all in a file :)
Sports: not in my room
CDs: tons of em
Flag: nope
Stop Signs/Any Signs: nope
Caution Tape: I want those..
Paintball Guns: I also want those
Real Gun: would a fake one do?
Cigarettes: never
Candle: nope
Books: thats what the bookshelf is for right?
Nintendo: nope
Play Station 2: nope
Xbox: my bro got to it before me
Bike: not in my room
Stereo: yeah
Television: LCD screen :)
Lighter: nope
Gum: nope

How many windows do you have in your room?
One only, who needs so many windows!?

What is the colour of your walls?
Super light coffee brown :)

Hardwood floor, tile or carpet?
Hardwood floor.

Do you get ready for the day in your room or in the bathroom?
In my room.

What colour is your bedsheet?
Currently pink, and POKEMON... Ohmygosh....

What's on your walls?
The mirror.

Has the opposite sex been in your room before?
Dad, bro, cousins and zixuan, haha, for hot house project purpose.

Once again here to blog! It's already the New Year. Bye bye 2006, HELLO 2007! Sent my greetings via sms again and sorry if there's repeated message or I missed you out. Cause there's something wrong with either my phone or Starhub...

It keeps saying 'FAILED TO SEND' so I had to try again and again. And every message I mass messaged to 20 people(cause that's the max) and I won't know who they've sent it to already. I retried a few times before I stopped trying and gave up. So... PLEASE UNDERSTAND... Thank you so much.

Here to wish an extra happy new year to all Iowans, ex-6bees, everyone from DHSCOGY(also to DLS since he also messaged me) and everyone else I know! So... LAA-DEE-DAA... I'm so bored, bye bye :)