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Saturday, July 30, 2005


late post

10:23 PM

This post is late.... Very late... Not really late.... A little late.... Okay... First thing... The dunman high thing is only a trial. But freaking scary. I didn't do well..... Vivien say maybe they only seeing if you know the basics, we will get in one... She didn't do well too... Hopefully what she said is true... After that I felt so sad and disappointed....

I spent alot that day after that.... $15 on 2 sets of black guzheng nails.... $17.33 on a book 'game over'..... $28.35 on a book 'the undomestic goddess'.... Spent a total of $60.68.... That day I also asked my dad to buy a guitar... I called him since he was still working in the office... He said later he will buy... At the end we went to his office to look for him. I miss my dad's office so much! I sort of ran there.... Climbed the stairs up.... We then went back home, forgotten all about the guitar until on the way home.... Dad say anytime at tampanise yamaha can buy already... Hopefully he will buy it....

Won the 6F boys in basketball! Me, Petrina, Jayce, Marinah, Jill, Clara! We versus the yong hui the team.... One of em so rude one, keep scolding us bad word, grrrr.... Nevermind, they sorelosers.... Then after sch at the playground.... So shuang.... We say next time must learn more hard chinese idiom.... They won't understand.... Well, haha, it's hard to explain. It was me, petrina, jayce and marinah. I could say we were talking and laughing very loudly.... Lol... We had loads of fun, haha...

I need to think of a day I can buy jayce's present.... Hmm... I could I Wednesday, but not 'this' wednesday.... I got that stupid checkup at the hospital.... I don't want people taking my blood, I got so bloody little blood in me already.... I hate hospitals..... I truely hate hospitals.... They like to use the machines to rip my money off when I wanna buy cold mocha.... My mocha~!!! They just won't give me my mocha and they take my money and give me cold water!?! What the fcuk is wrong with them!? I want my mocha for the last time!! Stupid vending machines..... Stupid hospital vending machines.....


Wednesday, July 27, 2005


Great day!!

9:29 PM

Today is.... Wonderful, amazing, unbelievable, incredible!!! Well, after school me, jayce, marinah, vivien went out to tampanise mall... They changed in school while I go back to change(clothes just washed, dried clean). I drop off my bag, changed and went downstairs to find em. Took the bus straight to tampanise. Discuss the ways to pose for the neoprints on the way, haha. Came up with lots of funny ideas. I think we made the most noise in the bus 0.0 lol.

First we went to eat macdonalds. I shared the nugget student meal with Jayce. I swear I'm never gonna share food with Jayce ever again!(at least not my lunch) The nuggets were okay, the fries was also okay... But the drinks.... I got to say, I needed liquid in me the most and.... Jayce drank so much I don't think I even drank one third of it!(and thats my first cup of water) After that we rushed off to the neoprint shop upstairs... We didn't need to queue up! Happy! I think this time the neoprints are kinda nice, only it's more squeezy than usual, haha, but the more the merrier I must say. We went outside the shop, sat on the floor to cut the neoprints. Then we went to popular... Marinah bought me back the Sims 2... Actually, she gave me the money to buy it since I was the one queueing. While I was queueing up, guess what.... They were looking at the 'Bird Thong Chai' album *diao*. They were like laughing and laughing and saying out the song names, it was hilarious.

After we went to make this thing. You choose a picture, then sit down and squeeze the colour on. Then the person put it in the oven and you wait. Then you get something you can paste on the fridge door. They shared money(I didn't pay a cent, was broke) and got this fruit basket. We each got our roles, what to do and everything. Vivien squeeze the colour in and sometimes spread the liquid, Marinah and Jayce spread the liquid and I clean the leaks with the cotton bud, haha. We did a very 'artistic' one, lol! Then we each got free rabbit sweet. The lady in charge help us wrote 'jymv' on the basket. After that we were fighting over who to keep it. You might be thinking we were fighting for it but we were actually pushing it to each other, no one wants to keep it. I didn't pay a cent, so it's bad if I took it. At the end marinah took it cause she paid the most and everyone agreed she should keep it.

We then went to buy anklets, all of us got the same one. Mine was too small so I didn't put it around my ankle... I'm now safe keeping it in a box, haha. Actually I thought of buying a card holder to put all my neoprints, but I had no money left. I feel like withdrawing some cash to spend, lol. Hmm, after that I think we went to ermm, Isetan or Metro or whatever? I saw this pig thing, I'm going to buy for Jayce birthday(if I have the chance). I found out vivien got shortlisted for dunman high too! I'm so envious really. Then when we were about to go to century square, my mum called.... She said.... I was shortlisted for dunman high and got to go tomorrow(thursday) to take the test/interview! I can't stop smiling then! The rest heard 'dunman high, shortlisted' and started screaming, lol. I can imagine people staring at us thinking we're crazy or something. Then we went to montique(however you spell it)... It's like always a must go when you visit there. Looked around.... Vivien tried out some clips, hehe, some of em are really nice! After that we went back... I'm not really sure of the order. Got sort of a little short term memory lost. Vivien took a different bus from us while the rest of us head to 81. Bought a drink on the way. Ice lemon tea for me(second cup of water today). On the bus I snapped a few shots on my phone. One of em was so funny, hehe, before that I wanted to take Jayce(cuz she was making this face) and she covered her face... I changed to take marinah but jayce was still covering her face... I took the chance move it so that the view shows marinah with jayce at the background(covering her face *diao*). Again, we were very noisy. Then marinah say... I am the peacemaker, jayce is the troublemaker and she is the noisemaker.... *diao* ..... So marinah and I board the bus at our stop, said bye to jayce first of course.... Walked back home... Marinah scanned the neoprints, sent me, hehe.

Well, now I'm so nervous about the test tomorrow, what will they ask? Is there really an interview? What do I need to bring? Argh... Vivien's timing is also at 3pm so we're meeting there... Mum's bringing me, taking taxi, I wanna see how much we need to pay from home to dunman high, lol. Incase in future if I get in dunman high and wake up late and I can take the taxi(learnt from my bro, he woke up late lotsa times and took the taxi to school). Hope the test is easy enough... Not general knowledge.... I don't even know the president and vice president's name... Damn I really suck huh? I need all the luck I can have now... Wish me luck =)


Monday, July 25, 2005


Secrets revealed

3:31 PM

Well well... Today, I think I finally saw some things clearer.... I've been so ignorant all these while, I don't know. Seems like I've been kept in the dark for all these days, weeks, months. I feel so messed up now, I don't know what to do anymore. I wanna just leave this place and never come back... It's really too much.... And all these while I... I really have this trust.... And I don't really trust people easy... But, how.... Why?! I feel like a fool, I really do... Why does it have to happen to me, I guess I'm not really the only one suffering here. I'm not the only one... I guess I'll have to live with it, just a short while more...


Sunday, July 24, 2005


$100 jeans

7:16 PM

Oh my god I can't believe my eyes and ears... Remember I mentioned the jeans earlier? My parents bought it! But it's not the $79.90 one.... It's the $99.90 one!! What the hell I cannot believe it! None of my clothes is THAT expensive... Wow, wow and wow. But my mum tell me if one day I can't wear it she's gonna force me on a diet... Haha.. Anyway it's worth it. Looks really nice.. But it's low waist, but what the hell, my clothes are big enough... Sooo happy =) Total spent is.... $116.70.... Lol! For a pair of jeans and a book... Already so much...



Almost there!
3:22 PM

I know I posted today already. But that was suppose to be for yesterday. Only I forgotten.... Went out for lunch just now. Aww... So bad, ate at Hans. Actually we almost went to Jacks place. My father also agree it's better but my mum wants to go to Hans. So off we went. It was whole family this time, including my gramma. Hans was argh, loss my apetite, don't like the place at all. Their sirloin steak wasn't nice at all! It's so wasted. Plus it's steak, hashbrown and... Mixed vegetables! I want the salad from the fish and chips! It's so dumb... You can say I'm pampered or something, cause I think I am too, lol. I'm already sort of used to getting what I want(in the term of things).

Next went to Isetan to see jeans, I wan thinking, finally I'm going to get new jeans... But all because my stupid brother was so impatient. I really hate it! Guess what.... I almost bought the $79.90 billabong jeans! It's so stupid! Almost bought it, was still deciding which pattern and bam.... Bro got impatient and ask us to hurry(was suppose to go bookstore). My lazy brother was even too lazy to go pick a book to buy... At least I didn't came back empty handed. Got the 'Shopoholic & Sister', I got a friend, she got this book and she says it's really nice =) So overall I spent $16.85 on the book. Actually I should say.... So overall I spent $16.85 for my parents... I wasn't the one to pay anyway. I love to go out with my parents(without my brother) one reason is I buy thing I don't need to use my own money(which is currently about $1.50 left, and I was suppose to have $5 to top up ez-link card). So sad I didn't buy the jeans. Nevermind, my parents out to shop again... I wanted to come home to read first(still got the Dream Merchant to finish, plus my 3 Everworld book from the library, and now the shopoholic book). I told them to remember to buy me, jeans, long pants, shirt, whatever they can find that's nice... Haha, I'm so evil. I choose the expensive stuff, if I don't need to pay(or depends on who it is paying, I won't make good friends pay alot for me, not even pay for me, at most lend me some). Hope they really buy it =) I'll update later when they get back, if they buy I'm gonna count total money spent, mwuahaha!



Dunman High Open House
12:15 PM

Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god =)
I'm so happy! The open house was way cool! Didn't get to meet petrina, went too late =( but good thing is, earlier the news went there to take, meaning it was shown on news at night, whoever was taken in the morning of the open house! Petrina saw the cameras and everything, aww, too bad she wasn't on TV, haha. I talked to her on phone for about 1 hour from 10+ to 11+. We talk and talk and forgot about the time, lol. I reached there ealier than weeshan! Went one round around the school and sat at the canteen for some time before she reached.

We kept smsing each other, I think because of this open house my bill shot up quite alot, lol. I waited at the canteen for sooo long! My parents keep telling me, your friend reach already will call you one lah... Why don't you ask your friend come canteen find you.... You go find her lah! You sit here how to see if she come already or not. At the end when the talk was about to begin I went to look for her. Found her with her parents standing near the entrance to the canteen... I smsed my mum telling her I go to the talk with weeshan and her parents... My parents didn't feel like going for the talk anyway. The performance was the interesting part!

At first me and weeshan were so excited about the symphonic band thing. At the end it wasn't what we expected... It was like chinese instrument band. You see those people playing the flute sitting down were moving like mad! It was so funny!! I tried to contain my laughter as best as I could, I know I'm rude, lol, but it was so funny! Then was this guy playing the harp... I think it's the best performance of all I saw. It was so nice! Though the song weren't that nice. There was once I notice he played wrongly(hesitated a little) if I'm not wrong, or maybe it's the song. And once he almost drop the harp! Weeshan also noticed it. But it still was the best performance. Then there was also this dance. It was hilarious how the dance is. But I have no idea what dance it is, but it was hilarious. But still, the most funny was still the choir. Gives me a bad impression, haha. They sang in the jungle and this other song. Throughout the whole performance there was this guy standing in the front... He was looking at the audience for the whole performance despite the rest looking at the conductor and singing. He wasn't even singing! Just kept looking at the audience. Once I notice his mouth moved a little, look at the conductor but just like a few words and it's like he don't know how to sing already. THIS, I was trying to NOT laugh out loud. Haha, not to be rude, but it's really hilarious....

The talk was overall boring. I visited the art room there though. It was sooo beautiful. I think if I get in dunman high my top three choice of CCA will be.... Chinese Orchestra, String Ensemble(my parents want me to learn violin), Art... It's the three best I know. Petrina went in the toilet and said it was cleaner than our school's....Good... Haha... The school was quite old, but they're undergoing renovation already! We still get to study in the new environment for 3 years if we get in. And plus, they said, the time when we need to go to RJC to study. They will start school later at about 8:15am that time. Meaning we can wake up later! Oh gosh, I'm starting to talk like it's sure I can get in. Oh whatever, I'll work hard to get in. Hope I pass the test... No... Hope I get shortlisted and pass the test! Dunman High rawks!


Friday, July 22, 2005


New Skin

9:04 PM

I got a new skin. Found the picture from yahoo. First time making skin without navigations. Took me very long to make it, didn't really know how to make, tried again and again and finally it worked. Quite happy with the result, only thing is it's pink. Had no choice, couldn't change the colour. And I finally updated the links. Haha. Skin features Ashlee Simpsons. Though I'm really no fan of hers. But I love her song pieces of me. I could use the song.

Tomorrow going to the Dunman High open house. I'm so sad. Just because my parents need to go to work I could only go at 1pm... I hate it hate it hate it! Why does their work always get in the way! It's so stupid. It's also because of their work we can't go overseas. And also because of their work I hardly step out of the house besides school and going with friend. Like, I think it's been WEEKS since we went out together. Why does my family have to be so different from other normal families... Sometimes I really hate my family, they're always so busy.... Always so busy...


Thursday, July 21, 2005


Problematic

5:09 PM

I am so problematic....

Dilemma #1
Theres this stupid referal letter to go for a further checkup at the general hospital... I found the problem... Blood condition (anemia)... Hope is ain't serious.

Dilemma #2
Should I go for the anglican dsa... I already applied for dunman high. And just right... The date they announce shortlisted member is the day I need to go(if I go) for the audition thing for the dsa anglican. I don't know whether I should go or not.

Dilemma #3
Money problem. I always give in to temptation. I say I won't use at the end I use. Temptation problem. I think I'll leave my wallet at home, but I need my key.

Dilemma #4
I keep getting hungry, haha. Never seem to be able to eat lesser. I think I gained some weight, need to remain. Gotta start dieting mode. *click the on button*

Lastly....Must.Resist.Temptations.... Hate myself.... How I give in so easily. Stupid temptations.


Wednesday, July 20, 2005


such a waste...

5:46 PM

It was so wasted. Went to tampanise today. Screwed up again. Are we cursed or something... Something bad always happen when we go out... Or is this normal? Does things happen to you all too? Lets state the problems.

Problem #1
Was suppose to look for the materials for the sculpture. Light wood and stuff. Some shop that was suppose to be somewhere in century square. Problem is, shop wasn't there, closed. Now we came back empty handed.

Problem #2
Took neoprints. Everything was okay! This was gonna be good. But when we were to decorate that time. All our minds were blank. At the end times up. No deco....

Problem #3
I wanted to buy Shopoholic & Sisters from the times bookstore but.... No money(as usual).

Problem #4
wanted to buy some other shopoholic books but argh... No money.

Problem #5
Didn't top up Ez-link card. Couldn't find my card anywhere. Hope it ain't missing.

Problem #6
Money problem. Used too much money. $5 suppose to be for Ez-link card but now I only got $3+. I'm gonna have to starve for recess this week. Jayce... Pei wo....

Problem #7
I took $2 from me mums wallet... *stole* Hope she don't realise. I'm gonna put back the $2 next week when I got my pocket money.

Problem #8
Went to the spinning playground again. Jayce got nauseous. Hope she's fine. I vow not to go there again.

Enough of problems. Biggest problem when I go out is money problem. It's always the biggest problem. I always have not enough money or use too much money. I hate it. Why my parents so rich don't know how to give me more pocket money one. This week only $7 lor. How to survive. Nevermind, take the chance go on dieting. Must lose to 42 then remain there. My goal before I reach 160cm. Must. Grow. Taller!


Tuesday, July 19, 2005


Sick

4:14 PM

Went to see the doctor this morning. My parents were rushing so much. They spent time to bring me to the doctor before they went to work, thanks so much. Also thanks who those that actually cared if I was better. Special thanks to marinah and jayce who came over after school. Now I got this stupid dilemma....

Dilemma 1.
Should I do my homework first? Or go get some rest, the medicine gives drowsiness, and it's working great on me. But I got loads of work to do... So which one first?

Dilemma 2.
Change of skin? I want music, and can't find suitable ones for this skin. I think I'll wait till I find a proper picture *goes off to deviant* *walks back* none, no pictures.

Dilemma 3.
I'm giving up, letting go. But it's so hard! I think I might change my mind... I'm so fickle minded. It's so painful to hold on, but it's more painful to let go. Arghh.... *confused*

Dilemma 4.
Shin-chan or doraemon! This is lame, but duhh, I need something to do. Shin-chan = la bi xiao xin.

Dilemma 5.
A or B.... Lol, probly don't understand me. A is nice, but B is also nice. Oh wtf... Confusing myself.

Dilemma 6.
Should I start studying already? Exams seem to be coming fast. I need to improve my english, haha. I think I need to photocopy exam dates and paste it all over my room. I need better memory too. So I can remember my science stuff better. Plus, tian xie han zi for chinese and higher chinese.

I got more, much more. Just don't wanna spam myself. So dumb dumb dumb. Stupid medicine taste still in my mouth. Especially that one for the cramp that melts in the mouth and the one that you need to chew on. I better go write on the other blog and my diary. It's been so long since I touch em. They got cobwebs all over already. Btw, I got new fonts! Sweet fonts, maybe next time I could use for the skins. Photoshop free trial going to expire, dammit. I gonna make a new email and get a new one. Download time is fast, around 30 minutes only. *clicks Publish Post*


Friday, July 15, 2005


sick...

5:06 PM

I'm so tired.... Today sucks really.... Morning I woke up I got a little headache, a slight fever... My brother woke up too late so he didn't go to school, he was like sitting there not sure what to do. Well, I ask him to wake mum up and tell her but he say don't want. I have no reason to skip school today so I just went. I felt really really tired but I have no choice or anything. The headache got worse though. I decided not to go supplymentry then, lend jayce's phone and sms my mum. Okay, it really got bad during the maths thingy. I told teacher I'm not going and went home.

Eat about half a 'zong zi' and go and sleep until 4+ when my grandma woke me up ask me don't sleep already. I cannot really hear what she talking, too sleepy. Now my parents not home yet, don't know what to do. I think I go they're room on air con and sleep again, lol. Hopefully can get better so can go archery tomorrow. Even if I don't get better I want to go archery, oh what the heck. Go sleep liao, bye bye.


Wednesday, July 13, 2005


forgot to mention...

5:46 PM

I forgot to mention... Bailey is the cutest, most shuix, most cool, most *inserts everything good* cat in the whole wide world! My aunt brought him here a few days ago. He've grown into an adult. He's the most shuix in the world! I'd drool over that cat, haha. I'd personally keep him for myself if I could, but I got ruby and..... Sadly..... I don't think I should tell you all this! Okay, so bailey is the best. Lurve him loads. I remember the time he kept trying to get into my room to sleep on my bed. *laugh* It was so funny! My aunt would carry him out of the door and he'd walk in again and again. If only I got bluetooth connection, I could take a picture of him when still a kitty and now when a full grown adult. Make a skin of him! It's so sad though, I didn't snap a shot when he came. I think I can ask my aunt to send me a picture... Bailey grown bigger, fatter(used to be very slim) and his fur colour is much much nicer. Bailey = best in da world.



I feel so bored
5:29 PM

It's so boring. This term is so boring. Everything is so boring. Makes me feel like not going to school every single day. I'm tired of doing all the homework. Teacher rushing so much.... I just feel like sleeping.... Piano homework not done yet and tomorrow got piano. Plus, this is last weeks homework, cause I didn't do, it became this weeks homework, I don't want to 'not do' my homework anymore. Piano teacher is so good yet I keep forgetting to do my work/lazy to do my work.

Still, I can't wait for archery next week again. Archery is total fun stuff, hope I can still continue after course end, but need more money. Money, why is everything always about money. I'm poor you know? It's my parents who are the rich ones, not me. Plus I can't get extra pocket money or anything. One day a dollar, extra lessons another dollar but total a week I only get $8 though I eat in school 4 days. Haha, now I owe Doreen $4, sorry horh, only can pay you back next week when I got my next pocket money.

I vow that from today onwards I will start to scrimp and save. I will not spend my money on stuff I don't need and I will not buy too much food, cause it's expensive. And yeah, not going to eat out more than once a week!
ps. main cause of no money => eat outside too much => one meal at least $2.50


Wednesday, July 06, 2005


Crush

7:03 PM

I have these feelings, deep inside
Feelings that I have to hide
I don't know if he feels this way too
And I don't know what to do
When we're together I feel uptight
When he's around it feels so right
I dream about what we can do
And all the things we can pursue
I yearn just to feel his touch
And when he leaves, I miss him so much
So for now, I'll love him from afar
One day I'll express how special you are
So until then I will retain this rush
And until then I'll contain this crush



New skin
6:25 PM

Got a new skin again. My own this time. I'm trying to make the picture more to the right so there'll be more space. If not it looks so squeezed up and the right looks so empty. I'm still thinking of a way. Unless we put the blog and stuff on the right side then it'll be much easier. The song also don't fit this blog but whatever. The song is nice, love it to bits.

I'm so tired. Today morning I almost fell asleep. I eyes was about to close. Not that the class is boring or anything, teacher was explaining math if I'm not wrong. Or is it english? Ehh, whatever. I really wonder why? I slept specially early yesterday night, about 10:30pm. Maybe it's because I woke up at 4+ midnight and couldn't sleep through, haha. Well, it was like this.....

I woke up and look outside, everyone was still asleep and the sky was still dark. I reached out to search for my digital watch by my bed and grabbed hold of it. I pressed the light button and saw the time.... 4 plus only?! I stared at it, not believing what I am seeing. Oh my god, is it because I slept early last night? I lay back down on my bed, but couldn't sleep, it was very warm. I got out of bed and pushed the fan nearer and on to number 3. Then went back. Argh! Still couldn't sleep, when I lay facing the fan, the back was so hot. I switched position and visa versa. I kept turning around and around but it was useless...

It started to itch as I was sweating. I sat up faced the fan for awhile and tried to sleep again. No use. I went out to get a cup of cold water hopefully it will cool me down. Still, useless. I was perspiring and started to scratch as it got more itchy. I told myself, ignore it, just ignore it, soon surely get back to sleep. Totally hopeless. So, I spent the time rolling around on my bed. Till I heard my brother's alarm clock ring, he got up, prepared. I got out of bed and walked to the toilet and turned on the tap, splashed cold water on my face. Walk back to room still very tired, took some mopiko and put it on those place that itch and go back to sleep.

By the time it was already later than 5:30 and I need to get up at around 6. I lay back down and turned my pillow over. Wow, amazing, not hot anymore. Got about 15 min of sleep before I heard my phone alarm ring. I got up and got ready for school. If only I found that out earlier, don't need to waste some sleeping time....


I still can't believe we got to perform during the National Day thing in the costumes. I bet I can't fit into mine anymore. It was already tight when I wore it for the performance, what can I do? No bigger size, the next available size was too large for me. Hope there's an available suitable size for me. I just wrote something. It's imaginary, haha. Okay, I'll post it now.


Tuesday, July 05, 2005


Catering Sucks....

7:43 PM

Damn I freaking hate this catering service. I've skipped dinner 2 days cause of this. Argh, damn it. I think I'm going to fry an egg or something, but my mum will start scolding me. Yay! Lurve my dad. Haha. He just got home, I told him the food sucks, and he offered to fry something for me. Love love love my dad! Love love love him to death =) And the catering service really sucks....



Peanut Butter
3:45 PM

I dont know whats with the random topic here, haha. Just that I got a so called box of "skippy strawberry striped peanut butter" in front of me. I was using a knive to dig out and lick off the peanut butter (XD) lol. I'm almost finished the whole thing. I'd prefer jam anyday, sure. Peanut butter is still nice. I think I'll either get some sort of sickness if I keep doing thing, haha.

Reminds me of times when me and my brother eat milo powder from the packet, lol! We pour bit by bit into our mouth... You all might be thinking ewww! But its nice I tell you. Today, erm, supplymentry 'boring'. I wasnt really listening though. I know, I know, slacking again. Yeah, I'm a part-time student, full-time slacker by the way. So you cannot really blame me, its just makes me who I am. So later I'm going to write more in diaryland first then go watch 'shin chan' aka 'la bi xiao xin'. Duhh, I edited this post cause you cant fcukin' see the chinese words and I freakin' hate it. Wtf.....I love peanut butter(unknown voice:JAM! JAM! YOU HATE PEANUT BUTTER!), no I love peanut butter(unknown voice:WTF! KAYA! KAYA! ehhh....JAM!), wtf I hate you(unknown voice:mwuahahaha! BUT I LOVE YOU *HUGS*) *silence*(unknown voice:awww... C'mon! *messes hair and pats head*) I.HATE.YOU....GET OUT! *points to the door* I'm NOT your DOG(unknown voice: *silence*....*sobs*.....*evil laughter*) *frightened and runs off*

Okay, thats one problem about random thoughts.... >.< wtf, who is the unknown voice anyway..... I know who! *runs off*


Saturday, July 02, 2005


Youth Peace Culture Festival

4:53 PM

It was so nice! At the singapore expo. I went there to watch my cousin perform but at the end I couldn't find her, there were just too many people. First there was this Overtune, Wind Ensemble, like band, really nice, but I find they love the song 'Rainbow Connection' too much. Then was this stupid story, this was boring. Next was some ballerina stuff, cool, but there was this ballerina, *ahem* fat *ahem*, comparing to the others it's so obvious and well, spoiling the thing. Next was this dance, traditional dance, some Indonesian stuff. The next part was nicer. A sort of dance, then funky dance, then little kids dancing, then was choir(rainbow connection again). Next was this hip hop dance, too many people, my cousin is in this, but too many, really too many people, they were screaming and jumping and clapping, my bro and cousin said maybe they eat drugs, haha. Then this 60s dancing, retro kind, boring. Next my favoutite of all! Performed by a lion dance troupe from damai secondary. Really cool I must say. They did all those really cool stunts, I don't know how to describe but it's so cool! Really fit people there, I couldn't even do one round, hehe.

Next was japanese tap dance, which is boring. Then came my second favourite. Another one with lots of dangerous stuff... They stack people up like cheerleading but only much more scary, one person stand on top of another's shoulder without support and they can turn 360 degrees! Amazing huh? Maybe I'm not describing good enough though. Love it. A bit like cheerleading only it's all boys(again! The lion dance one is also all boys, you should've guessed, lion dance...) It's amazing. My aunt actually asked me to join but I didn't want to, now it's 4 years later till another one. Means I'm secondary 4 by then, and my aunt said that time I must join, meaning I'll be performing next time, but that is 4 years later, haha. Before the show(cause we came early for good seats), which was like almost an hour, we all were talking and playing(cousin, bro and me, other cousin don't know what she did), my brother keep using the paper to hit me while I hit him back, argh.

I'm going to go off now, I feel like deleting all my post and restarting this all over again, or maybe I'll just delete some of those older ones. Edit some of them, and done.



Archery, Cool!
12:26 PM

Archery really rawks you know that? Today had the first lesson with Marinah. We had to sit on the grass, so sad. Then seperated to groups, of course I'm in the same group as Marinah. Our instructor Mr Tan is so blur, haha, he didn't tell us about safety and the parts of the arrows. The boys in the group are so childish I must say, right Marinah? Our group consist of 3 girls and 4 boys, I don't know the other girl and the boys, none of em! I'm an anti-social creature from the milky way, duhh.... I'm not from the milky way. Once I hit the red part, the rest I forgot. Freakin hard I must say. Sadly it was only an hour and half. Going to go out soon, got to go off... Well, last but not least. Happy Birthday my friend =)