Been really caught up with work and stuff... Yesterday went for shangyin, then came back to do hot house project. Met up with grace, jovina and zixuan. zx was exceptionally late.. Oh wadever..

Then went back home and did the hot house. We played a little before we really started to do it. Measured and cut the box and stuff. Ahhh! Cut my little finger, bleeding, but small cut. Jovina was worse, 2 pokes no cut, 1 poke on the leg, bleed, one cut on the hand, bleed... Ouch...

Grace and zx went back fine, zx was slacking and giving us 'nice music', gundam seed songs, ahh! And it keeps repeating and repeating again and again! Nooo! But still, we managed to finish the work in the end, hooray! Hot house done. Geog done. Left some stuff and Im homework free! But that some is quite alot, ahh, no 'xin qing' to do.

Went to the temple to pray for 'qing ming jie'. Burned stuff for my grandfather and my big grandma(my grandfather's other wife). So we finished everything and back home. Parents went off to work, I think... Now I dun noe what to do... Bored... I'll go watch some dbsg MV...

Now Im addicted to JaeJoong! Woooo! He's so super duper cute! Even tho some ppl say he look like a girl, but he's super cute and shuai to me =) Couldn't find a nice skin with him on it, ahh... Currently editing one wallpaper to make it into a skin, took me whole afternoon now I need a rest.

Plus, I changed back my skin cause the pictures were up again! Wanted to put BoA MV on but don't know where to put. Her 'brand new beat' and 'everlasting' super nice. Plus DBSG(dong bang shin gi, in chinese is dong1 fang1 shen2 qi2), which JAEJOONG is in =), has super nice songs too(his voice is really nice).

Made a juke box here. Got DBSG songs and adriano and zhiyang's css song. Going to put up some BoA song after I got those nice ones. JaeJoong is soooo uber cute, Im gonna link his fanlisting site =)

I guess my horrible day was over. But Im still depressed. Oh wadever. Having some trouble cause of the stupid prank call, haha. Early know don't use my handphone... Use pet's or kim's... All clarisse and brandon lar, their idea. Neway I wanna tell it's actually fake le... So nevermind...

Now the guy noe I from dhs already, damn lar, stupid brandon Im seriously going to murder him. And I realise I use the word 'seriously' alot, even tho Im not that much of a serious person. What the heck... Juz searched for some pictures of china rural village for siyin n eunice for the LA Anhwei thing. Now thinking of points to attract people to come but Im juz giving stupid points, haha. Seriously, I cant think straight nowadays, dont noe why... Guess the depression thing is affecting me, or maybe Im getting sick, wooohooo!

Today leadership training camp... The worst part was during the last part, reflection writing, and I really suck at writing reflection. Especially if you want me to comment on something or someone, I really cant do it, haha. Oh well, Im feeling much better than yesterday. It was kinda like those very tensed up feeling, cant breathe... Really hard to describe... Maybe I down with an incurable disease or something, haha.

I feel like Im having the worst day of my life. I dont give a damn bout anything anymore.

Oh my god! I got ADRIANO's signature!! It's sooo cool, but eunice lee and jovina better than me, got signature N phone number!!! I only know the first 4 numbers -.-" They dun wan tell me, so mei you yi qi one. So not fair one!!

ADRIANO so cute =) He was standing right infront of us when we were going back lor! Then I almost took his picture when my mum suddenly call! I so damn angry I put down the phone... Afterwards I called back and shouted at her, AHH! So angry! Wasted such a good chance! He's so cute =) Haha, Im mad, but jovina and eunice lee even worse than me! ADrocks!

Oh yah, today sports meet quite fun lor. C girls run very pro, the rest just okay... Then we won the cheering competition! WooOO!!! haha. So high lor juz now. Then we made this SPECIAL cheer for my shifu yc cuz she brought us m&m tho we didn't eat it (SORETHROAT)...

oh yenchen you're so fine
you're so fine you blow my mind
go yenchen *clapclap* go yenchen *clapclap*
oh yenchen you're so fine
you're so fine you blow my mind
go yenchen *clapclap* go yenchen *clapclap*
(SCREAM)

Got another one, but I threw away the cheer sheet so I forgotten it... Neways, after seeing adriano and going mad and crazy, I met up with kim and pet then went back to pasir ris to meet the others, clarisse, brandon, kliven. Then we ate dinner at the food court down pet's house then went to the void deck to talk until 9.30pm when my mum FORCED me to go home...

We played truth or dare. Spin the bottle way. Then haha, I only kena once, and it was the last time when I did my SUPER dare =) Super dare as in making a funny prank call. I had to like call this guy from brandon and clarisse's class and you know... Said something like, 'hey are you *****, I saw your photo and you look so hot and sexy, will you date me?'. I was practically laughing my head off. After the guy heard what I said he was like 'huh?'

Then afterwards he sms and say who am I, and we planned what to say, it was something like, 'my name is cindy(most *ahem* name we could think of, no offence), I'm 13 this year, how bout you?', reply was, 'how did you get my number', then we planned again, 'i saw it on a website'. Then I think the guy got frightened and didn't reply anymore... Hahaha, gosh I feel kinda guilty...

After that I juz got forced home by my mum and now I feel so angry at her, for adriano thing and this thing. I know she's juz worried but I told her already Im going back with my fren for goodness sake Im not a 3 year old kid so easy to get abducted...

Oh my god I can't believe how horrible today can be! First of all, 2 tests! Science test which I mentioned yesterday and an unknown math pop quiz from ms ngau... God Im gonna flunk miserably.

Adding on to all this... MY DARLING KENA CONFISCATED!!! NoooO! I so sad! My darling I miss you so much! How can I survive without my darling! He (yc says 'he' is my fiancé, so it becomes a he -.-") wakes me up every morning so I won't be later for school... Entertains me on the bus with WONDERFUL music... Oh how I feel so weird without his company...

And plus... How will I SMS!!!???!!! Goodness gracious, I can't live without him... Nooo! My poor poor phone. And what a coincidence, yc's laopo kena kidnapped by mr tan and my fiancé by ms tang (a similarity here). We talk bout it like its a human but rest assure, its just our phones... Phones are important and they rocks, haha.

Then today before that fateful incident, we were taking class photo with ms ngau, then mr shawn lim also there mah, he help us be photographer. Then during the photo taking duno who go say, 'ms ngau, your boyfriend arh?', but sadly he didn't hear lor. Then after the whole thing we say thank you to them mah... This was what happened...

everyone: thank you mr and mrs lim *bow*
ms ngau: *forgot what she say, but she wave her hand decline ask us do again*

everyone: thank you mr lim and mdm ngau *bow*
ms ngau: *decline again -.-" ask us do again*

everyone: thank you mr lim and ms ngau *bow*
ms ngau: thank you class

Haha, this was hilarious. Then after yc and I saw mr lim buy mac go staffroom then we kpo go peep inside, as we suspected, give ms ngau... *mwuahahahah* Then yc say they got 'fu1 qi1 xiang4', husband and wife look.

But I still miss my phone!! *sobs* Not only I using mah, poor me, poor phone... And so what if I on music? Teacher dont even noe until 'sumone' go gao4 zhuang4... If not like the rest of the class even tho use phone but never kena caught... Then yc do nothing also get singled out, alex also for playing poker cards. But wth, singled out all the sony ericsson W series phone owners, me-W550i, yc-W900i, alex-W800i. And only mine get kidnapped lor. They jealous no good phone issit?

And to that certain sumone... SORRY NO CURE... Who was the one using the phone in class also? Still got evidence, send sms to someone, time is during that period... Sumore eat in class also, chocolate also! Lick and lick, cover also open le still put in pencil box, then rub the hand on the pants so icky, then ppl see still deny never eat.

Ughh... Im seriously PISSED OFF... Adding on to this, my alarm will ring at 5am in the morning AND my wallpaper reads, 'nabei la dun touch my phone la ch33by3 *da powerful finger*'... Goodness gracious holy crap... Im seriously dead... If only it wasn't in ms tang's hands and in ms ngau's...

Lucky my mum is understanding and in a sense... 'Cool'... Haha. She didn't scold me, neither did she nag at me. Just said that these people are just jealous or kan ni bu shun yan, dun need to bother about them. Next time see those people becareful can le, and best dun take cause its still against the rules(parents are still parents right? this is no biggie), but I noe she noes that I'll surely use it.

She was still saying, 'dun have your phone feeling weird weird one rite?' and she was smiling then. She also said something about my phone being my lao gong... Haha, she thinks like yc 0.o Where can you find such a wonderful parent? I guess I really am fortunate, in a sense, since now Im missing one big piece in my life... My phone...

I'm dying of boredom! And u can't really call it boredom cause I have this feeling I've got homework yet done and science test yet to study but... I don't know what work I have to do and what I am suppose to study...

I'm feeling sick and these days... When I carry out my daily routine of touching my forehead everyday hoping it'll be hot, seriously, most of the times it does feel hot! I should've went to tell my parents bout it so I can have a day of break.

My life is totally pathetic for thousands of reasons I can name and I won't start on it or else I won't end... Really, I hope I die of sickness one day, hopefully die in my sleep... Argh... And I just found out DHS is really unfair cause in CCHMS they allow sec 1s to choose whether they wanna attend the sports meet or not...

Yea, currently there's 'anonymous' who feels it's really nice to piss people off. But well, it's actually no big deal, what's it's problem anyway? Too lonely most probably.. I don't want a war to go on and if whoever you are is reading... PEACE OUT! Leave Iowa, and Iowans alone...

HOMEWORK POLICY

Here is an explanation of the school homework policy:
Students should not spend more than 90 minutes per night. This time should be budgeted in the following manner:

15 minutes looking for assignment
11 minutes calling a friend for the assignment
23 minutes explaining why the teacher is mean and just does not like children
8 minutes in the bathroom
10 minutes getting a snack
7 minutes checking the TV Guide
6 minutes telling parents that the teacher never explained the assignment
10 minutes sitting at the kitchen table waiting for Mom or Dad to do the assignment

Damn I feel like Im gonna faint any moment! Too much work! Too tired! Too busy! Too stressful!! FPS is driving me mad and someone isn't helping out! Then if we get in she gets credit too! Oh my god Im going crazy help!!!

And I still have freaking Portfolio which I have to type out the letter AND redo coverpage AND type qualities AND about me page AND design it to look nice! AND I still got history to think and complete AND I am currently VERY sleepy and now is FRIGGIN' 8.40pm AND I still need to think of 3 more solutions when almost ALL I could think of are used...

Woo! Zhi Yang won campus superstar! At least Renfred never win him, whew! So happy! But I'm still most crazy over Yuyang =)

Clips(Yuyang):
[1] -- [2] -- [3]

Clips(Zhiyang):
[1] -- [2] -- [3]

Please bear this skin for awhile.. The picture of the totally wonderful skin earlier was gone.. Had to find a replacement and I have totally no time now I didn't even edit it properly. BEAR WITH IT for awhile!

Im feeling kinda down these days... Whether its the homework or some unknown reason... Cant sleep at night, keep thinking of stuffs... Still struggling to finish reading Good Earth and my portfolio is still a blank...

History isn't any better and don't mention FPS and math project... And Ive been having quarrels with my family at least once a week... What the hell is happening!? Oh shucks... This sucks like hell... Im gonna chiong my work now and maybe go visit my untouched diaryland later...