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Friday, October 21, 2005


'Marathon'

7:00 PM

I've just bathed and ate my dinner.... And walk a 'marathon'.... Well, like a marathon... So bathing and eating dinner is of course after the marathon.... Met up with WeeShan at loyang point at 1.30pm... Then walk to around central that area to do a little 'something' *grin*... Then went to around Pasir Ris Primary to do another little 'something'... Then went to the playground behind the school for a little swing. That was when WeeShan did a good deed thanks to me *laughs at the thought of it*.

So after that I got this extremely wierd idea about walking to Pasir Ris Park 0.0 *woot*. At the end we really did it *haha*. So we weren't really sure how to get there at first, not sure the road leads to White Sands Shopping Centre or Pasir Ris Park. Well, since White Sands nearby also got a playground, we decided to see where it leads. At the end, after a long and tiring walk we reached Downtown East and Pasir Ris Park is right behind it. *Weee!* Erm okay, so we walked in of course... Breathed in the fresh air in the park, *haha*. Then after we saw this mangrove. The roots is really sticking out! Sheesh, I sound like I've never seen a mangrove before... WeeShan spotted a mudskipper, I also saw it, it's so damn cute >.< Stayed quite a long time there, had our legs and slippers all sandy when we're about to leave. Got it clean on the grass *bleh*... Crossed the bridge, our first checkpoint. Then passed the maze garden and this erm, area. Cross our second checkpoint, another bridge. At the first checkpoint WeeShan used her itchy fingers to touch this thing which was supposed to be used to catch crabs, the two guys which own the thing saw her pulling it up and asked her if there's any crab in the net, at the end nothing *haha*.

On the way there, we were talking about many things, actually, lots of complaining. like... 'So tired!'... We're also talking alot of things like, 'I wish that I could teleport, so don't need to walk so much', 'I wish that....', 'I wish that....', and on the way back we changed to, 'if only....', 'if only....'. Some things were just so funny... Past our second checkpoint we played at the playground for awhile, then got drinks and chips... Sit at this BBQ area to eat and drink, and when WeeShan drop a little crumps, 6 sparrows came flying.... They were biting the crumps and eating it, so damn cute. Took a little video and 8 pictures, they were just too cute. They were about 1 metre away only! Enough bout sparrows. Next we went to the playground, climbed the spiderweb once, WeeShan's scared of heights! Played lots of other things, most fun was the spinning one, were many people sit on and some people push. I sat like always *haha*. WeeShan was scared again... This small guy was running on it so it went so fast, fell off twice! But I sat the longest and the most, it's very long! It's hard to stay on really. WeeShan took video, but it's so blur, haha. The guy got tired so many times. WeeShan and I agreed it's great exercise *nods head*. Then after we head home... On the way back we saw the mangrove at low tide, damn, lotsa rubbish! Ruin mothernature... We also saw a dead fish decomposing *yuck*...

Well, I think that's about it already. Sad, going back to school already. So fast... So many things, so little time... *sigh*


Thursday, October 20, 2005


PS. I love you

2:57 PM

Now's the PSLE marking holidays, it's so boring... Filled up with crappy projects to finish that's screwing up our minds... But still, we had fun doing the project *lol*. Especially covering our hands with silver, red, blue, green ect. ect. colours... Slacked inbetween work talking crap too, but the weather really sucks. Gotta suffer extreme heavy downpour for 2 days walking under the rain with only the company of an umbrella.

Reaching home, picked up a book and start reading with the air-con on. Bleh... Bought 3 new books, Caught In The Act, which I have not started reading... Where Rainbow Ends, reading next since my aunt wants to borrow it... And last but not least my very favourite, PS. I Love You... It is so touching, so sweet, it makes me feel like crying.... My 2nd day reading and I'm left with only a few pages left... *sigh* A must read I must say...

Well, seems that I'm going on one of my 'trips' with WeeShan again tomorrow... We're getting that Shock Pen I saw at Loyang Point. I think it's to shock people as in electrocuting them. It's gonna be like so amazing if it really works fine, and I'm gonna make her the guinea pig to my experiment *evil laughter*...

I really feel sick lately... Hopefully I could really get sick, I don't feel like going to the health trip next Monday... If it's the place I think it is, it's gonna be so childish and boring... Adults just don't think like we kids do I'm afraid so... Oh my god I really reeeaaally misssss yyouuuuu!!!! >.<


Thursday, October 13, 2005


boring day

2:22 PM

Now that our exams are over, there isn't anything we can do around class. Well... *sarcastic* the teachers thought of such a great way to keep us occupied... Sculpture work, making maths board game... Stupid excursions... Swimming programme...

Ahh, don't know what's wrong with me... It's like since yesterday I don't feel quite right somehow... Ever since, I saw 'that'... It brough back many memories, sweet memories... But now all that feels so far away... I would give anything for things to change to how it used to be... Regret... I hate that word... All I want to say is... I... Miss.... You.....

So, I just helped Marinah out with her blog, she's finally back to blogging... Wahh, I don't know... I'm so in love with guang liang's 'mei mei'. That song totally rawks... I've been playing it over and over again for hours... But that song is like so sad! It's also really sweet... When I feel not so lazy I'll put it on...


Wednesday, October 12, 2005


feelings

10:02 PM

I cannot forget, those times that we had. When you were everything to me. You made me continue even though I wanna quit... You made me laugh when I'm sad... I try my best to to make you happy, make you stay. But I guess it didn't work... I want to hear your voice, know that you're there... I want to hear you laugh, know that you're happy... I want to see you smile, ever so sweet. Cheer me up whever I'm sad... Help me out when I'm troubled... I want you to be here by my side... I really miss you so... Why did you leave without a word... You're my only hope and now you're so far away...

Will you come back? Will you still be the same? Will you change? Will things even be like it used to be? Does happiness really not exist?! Didn't you like a happy ending? Where is it....




Skin Done
5:09 PM

Finally it's done, but I kinda don't like it since it's too bright... And kinda got bored with it seeing it as my wallpaper for so long... Wait till I find something nice...(and black!) Well whatever... Got to wait for the music to load, needs some time...

Now Playing : Hesitation - Stacie Orrico

*haha* Tag to tell me what songs to put, I'm getting bored of this song too... I'm still so excited that I finally learn how to upload music... *lol*



inform
3:31 PM

Many things to say today... Well, yesterday brought Ruby out, as usual, it's Weeshan calling... Well, so Weeshan came to meet me around the front gate area and went to Victoria's house, where Weeshan was before. Ate cake *yum*. Then went to the playground to play and you know... *ahem*... And on the way she seemed to have lost her wallet without knowing it *sweatdrop*.

Okay, so it's really wierd. It was after Weeshan and I ran around the whole school once then she realised it. We searched like forever but still no sign of the lost wallet. Where can it be? So she calculated her wallet plus the things inside total cost is $101. At the end yeah, can't find. She is so dead! *evil grin* I think I found a way to insert music from my computer to the blog! Isn't it amazing? But still don't know if it works, gonna try it out later on. Well, we had lots of fun, it's great.

Now about today, we got this like timetable to see what we're doing in school now. Then we also got our PSLE streaming book, S1 streaming... Well, I got all my choices done, maybe I'll change it when I see my results, but before yeah, it's the way it is.

Secondary School Choices
1) Dunman High School (*evil laughter* already comfirmed)
2) Nanyang Girls' School (just tryin' my luck)
3) Chung Cheng High School (main)
4) Raffles Girls School (my parents orders)
5) Singapore Chinese Girls' School (no idea why I chose this)
6) Tanjong Katong Girls' School (nothing else to put *hehe*)

Overall it sucks big time. But anyway I think most possibly I'm going DHS. I think I'm asking for too much though... Well, whatever... Then we got this timetable set for us...

Timetable
14 October, Friday -
Trip to little india (7.30am-12.15pm)
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18-21 October, Tuesday-Friday -
PSLE marking days (no school)
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25 October, Tuesday -
Visit to the Newater Plant (8.30-10.45am)
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26 October, Wednesday -
QSE survey
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27 October, Thursday -
Hand in sculpture work and maths board game
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28 October, Friday -
Visit to Health Promotion Board (7.30am-12.55pm)
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2 November, Wednesday -
School marking day (no school)
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7-11 November, Monday-Friday -
Swimming Programme
For those not going -
1 day CIP beach cleaning
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14 November, Monday -
Farewell Party for primary 6
Attire - not decided yet
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15-16 November, Tuesday&Wednesday -
Interclass games
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17 November, Thursday -
Mrs Teo is on course!! =)
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24 November, Thursday -
PSLE results are out (results day)
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So this is it... The rest of the free time are said to be for us to like work on our sculptures and board games. Busy, busy... Anyway, I'm going to try out the music now, bye.


Tuesday, October 11, 2005


PSLE over

12:45 PM

PSLE is finally over, I think I flunked all my subjects *opps*... Well, all I can do is have patience and wait for results day to come.

Currently in the process of making a new skin, 'Happiness... Does not exist'... I find it's so true. Plus the background is so amazing. It's actually only a small part, I edited and added more clouds on the right side, you'll see. It's so hard. I did it pixel by pixel one by one... So confusing, took like 1 hour plus to finish. I can't seem to draw perfect curves with the mouse, so had to zoom nearest and add one pixel at a time to the picture, now it's done... Got it in my background for my computer. Gonna do navigations again. Well, the people at deviantart rocks so much *haha*, they are totally amazing people.

Last Saturday went to see my baby cousin, Elson. He's so cute, I think he's like in love with the 'lao shu ai da mi' song. Everytime we off the song or it ends, he starts throwing a tantrum, then he don't let his brother watch television *haha*. Then after lots of explaining my cousin finally knows how to put video at friendster, it's changed alot! Then after I forgotten to update my last post *opps!*

Then after that went to Chinatown shopping with mum & dad, my dad was saying 'yao shen me jiu shuo, bu yao ke qi', asking me to just take what I want, <3 dad *haha*. So for those gift shop I find everything although nice, but useless so I didn't take it. But when I reach the CD shop, wow... I bought 6 CDs... And guess what... Only $31.70. The man gave us cheaper $5! I bought 'Guang Liang - Tong Hua', 'Liang Jing Ru - Si Lu', 'Vivian Xu Ruo Xuan - Hen Hen Ai', 'Lin Jun Jie - Haven' and last but not least 'Sweety - 17 Sui Bu Wen Rou'... Lots of old songs, but all nice ones. Actually there are more nice ones, but I find 6 is already alot *haha* imagine buying all of those at CD Rama, *boom* see $100+ flying away from your wallet. Didn't realise shopping at Chinatown is so nice, but actually, if you don't need to pay anything it's nice, if not, I'd rather not *=P*.

*sigh* I really love Guang Liang's songs. They're so amazing, so nice... Then I like Lin Jun Jie's 'endless road', I replayed the song for like 1 whole hour meaning more than 20 times till my brother stomped into my room shouting at me 'Wah lao stop replaying that song lar you! Sian already lor, listen so many times already can memorize aready lar!' sheesh, he should control his temper *haha* I'm typing crap here so I don't need to continue making the skin, I've delayed it for a few days already, could've finished it in a day. Well, but I so agree, 'Happiness... Does not exist'...


Saturday, October 08, 2005


bored

2:14 PM

Exam was tough, but okay, it's gonna be over soon anyways... Science is on Monday, hopefully I can do well, make up for my chinese and english and maths... Wonder why this year's math is so hard... Well, I'm not at my cousin's house so can't hog the computer too long, anyway, I'll edit when I get home..


Tuesday, October 04, 2005


PSLE

6:53 PM

Okay, PSLE is finally here, I'm feeling butterflies in my stomach... Maybe it's just the fact I haven't eaten dinner, well nevermind, I'll take it later... So, it's like I studied science, but really really fear I might get a mental block or something. Science is hard, I don't understand how can weeshan get so good marks for science. It's not like I don't have a good memory, well I can be muddleheaded, but it's not always right? I don't think I really studied at all cause I'm like reading, it and all but does it get into my head? Well, I've got so much distraction around me. First is well, a korean show 'jewel in the palace' also called 'da chang jin'. And of course, the game I never got to finish, final fantasy VIII(8). And now, my big aunt just passed me this VCD bout don't know what show, but seems kinda interesting and all. Blah...

Well, could more people aim to go DHS please? It's like, hardly anyone is heading there now, mostly all to AHS and all. What's so good about AHS anyway... Isn't DHS better? For prelim my marks are kinda good, but you cannot compare prelim with PSLE cause it's two different things. Doesn't mean my prelim is good my PSLE will be good right? Judging from my Oral and Listening I won't do any well. I feel so confused now... It seems like yesterday when it was still a long countdown away from PSLE day. Now the tables are set, everything is ready...

Soon we'll be leaving this school, soon we'll all be seperated. Would we see each other again? What would happen to everyone? Could we still continue to be friends? Before that, I don't think I'll miss leaving, I thought it'll be really good... Maybe it'll be, maybe not... Who knows really? But I really would miss these times... Afterall, I've been in White Sands for 6 years already. I've always heard the adults say, in future, all your friends will all be from your secondary school or above. Is it really true? Sometimes I find I think too much. I just cannot help. I could just lie on my bed at night staring at the ceiling, thinking about anything possible. I'd really miss these days, I just wish that, all of us could enjoy the remaining time, possibly, the last time we ever see each other.

As every day passes by, the amount of time left in this school gets lesser and lesser. As the day we all leave gets closer and closer, the more I cherish what is before. I've learnt to cherish what is before me before it's gone. Having made many mistakes, I've really learnt how to cherish all these. I don't want to leave with regrets. Don't want to leave knowing I've again made a wrong decision....



If Only Tears Could Bring You Back....
6:44 PM

If only tears could bring you back to me

How will I start, tomorrow without you?
Whose heart will guide me, while the answers disappear?
Is it too late, are you too far gone to stay,
Together forever, should never have to go away!

What will I do?
You know I'm only half without you,
How will I make it through?

If only tears could bring you back to me,
If only love could find a way.
What I would do, what I would give if you,
Return to me, someday, somehow, someway....
If my tears could bring you back, to me....

I'd cry you an ocean, if you'd sail on home again,
waves of emotion, will carry you, I know they can.
Just let love guide you, and your heart will chart the course
Soon you'll be drifting, into the arms of your true love!

Look into my eyes, you'll see, a million tears have gone by,
And still they're not dry..

I'd hold you close, and shout the words I only whispered before.
For one more chance, for one more glance.
There's not a thing I would not endure.

If only tears could bring you back to me,
If only love could find a way.
What I would do, what I would give if you,
Return to me, someday, somehow, someway....
If my tears could bring you back, to me....