Went out for dinner at NYNY again. This time with the eunices (tan and lee), linda and YIHUI (amazingly..). I swear everytime we meet up we make lots and lots of noise. It just somehow happens. Last time it was just yihui, eunices and I. Now with linda? More noise!
Did quite some catching up today. Hopefully we'll successfully keep our dates (once per month dinner-ing after CCA!). Haha. It feels so fun and carefree just dinner-ing out like that. But our lives catches up with us when it all ends. And it's back to our boring and mundane lives doing the same thing over and over again.
Wake up. Go to school. Study. CCA. Go home. Do work. Slack off but do nothing. Sleep. (multipled by infinity)There's always too little time. And so many things to do..
I don't think I can do it. It's not that I don't believe in myself or others.. It's just logical thinking. That's how things are right now. I don't know what else I can do to help anymore. I'm tired.There's so many things I have to get done. But I don't know where to start and how to get it done. It's just piling up and up and up. I swear I'm going to go crazy one day. Or I'll die of exhaustion or something. I'm just not as strong as I should be.Now all I can do is take it one at a time. I feel bad always handing things up late and all. But.. Maybe I'm just procrastinating and these are all excuses. Oh well. Life was never interesting anyways.