Another tiring day with chuida afterwards. At least the 3 longest days of the week is over. Oh wait. There's still friday =.=
Luckily saturday's rehearsal is cancelled. I seriously need time to study during the weekends. Hopefully I don't waste my time AGAIN..
But sadly, it was moved to... 14 FEBRUARY! There goes valentines day. Or maybe for me it'd be like friendship day. Haha. I haven't bought my valentines presents yet, I don't know what to buy! Hehe. Hopefully I could receive something nice too. I remember last year I got some cookies, sweet, small stuff toys and some other cute stuff. Haha. I've almost always got quite nice things from angel and mortal - chocs and stuff... At least in guanyue. HAHA. *hints to my GY angel*. AHEM.. You know what to do (:
To enjoy the present. Hope for the future. Dream big and you never know what will happen.It's worthless to look back and worry about what's going to come next. I don't want to live a life like that. Definitely not. I'll do my best. I promise you. I'll make you proud.Let me believe in myself this once. Let this dream come true.I want to be able to look forward to every new day when I wake up. To wake up without groaning and complaining. To wake up looking forward to........ I'll wait for that day.. I'll look forward to it. To that day when I can smile with no worries again.