This is the start of emo week... Haha
First I have to announce something...
AUGUST'S BIGGEST DOOMS DAY EVENT:EUNICE LEE'S BIRTHDAY (20th AUGUST) NO PRESENT IS NEEDED :DJust joking! Haha. Don't kill me! :( And your birthday announcement was x-tra large. :D
"I'm always smiling, always trying to fit in. But it feels so unreal. Whatever I do, wherever I go, whatever happens to me, whether I'm alive or dead, it's like I'm just watching it on a TV screen. I guess... I've never been happy." Well life's like that.. I think the stress is getting to me. I think I'll screw up tomorrow. What happens then? Hmm. Get kicked out? Maybe it's for the best then.. I screwed up on friday, know I did. I knew I wasn't good enough.. Wasn't up to expectations.. I'll try.. I will.. But what will happen if I can't improve.. Can I? Argh I hate questions..I feel so distant.. So distant from reality.. I really need to wake up.. Why is this happening. I can't lose anyone anymore.. Everything is happening all together.. I don't know how to handle this.. I'm at a dead end now..