I'm trying my best to tell you already. Seriously, what do you expect from me? Everybody makes mistake. Even so, this isn't entirely my fault. Why won't you just listen.. You know it's not so easy to explain everything.
You've got experience, you know what to do.. Yes, I should trust your judgement, but why won't you just LISTEN to me first.. Fine, I said I'll do what you say. Do whatever you want. Then why won't you leave it as that!? I'm worried, nervous, tired and I don't want to do everything in the last minute again. Why must you suggest things that you know I will NEVER do.. Why look back and put the blame on someone else? IT'S OVER.. I'm not being a follower, I make my own decisions, so don't say things which you don't understand!
I have my feelings.. And I really hope you can respect that. Try to understand what I'm going through and maybe you'll know then.. I don't think I can talk to you like I did ever before...