I swear to never work to hard ever a gain. It's basically a waste of time, energy and brain cells! What I learnt isn't tested, and what I DIDN'T learn just loves to pop out of nowhere.. Screw tests, screw math, screw science and screw history! Geog was screwed up long time ago in a faraway land.. Damn, I hate my brain.

Today was the WORST day of my life.. At least.. ONE of em..

Firstly... We had science test during the first period, next was recess, then chinese test, then immediately after was math test, finally was ACC. The only period without tests but bores everyone to death.. That is, if we're not dead by then..

Secondly... My cough is back. I think I should just avoid school for the time being for no matter how much times I visit the doctor to take my medicine I'm not going to get well. Everyone from pasir ris (me, novia, yihui) are sick.. Some others are sick as well.. Hell.. There's a flu bug flying around 2I!

Thirdly... There's like this RULE that you need to give MC whenever you miss a practice in CO or something. Screw this too! I've seen the doctor more times this year than in the past few years.. At least 3-4 times because of this flu and cough symptoms.. Got loads of medicine not finished and everytime I go to the doctor I get more medicine and waste loads of money. What to do? How should I know. My parents is like, unwilling to bring me to the doctor again. Just seen one last friday... I can't do a single thing! And what do they expect? Go to practice and cough every 5 secs after playing a note? I CAN'T GET SICK.. I'VE GOT A PIANO EXAM COMING SOON! So pissed! I don't see why you can't just write a parents letter..

Lastly... I received BAD news.. Very very bad news.. What it is about? I'm not going to say. But it is bad. I'm still too shocked to comment anything besides... It is bad! And this sucks..

Today just sucked to the core... It's like a mixture of sadness, pissed-offness, shockness and omg-I'm-sick-again-ness... Stir it all together and you'll see me crying and beating my pillow while I'm half asleep...

Gosh.. My mind is foggy.. It's causing me to utter nonsensical rubbish...

GOODBYE CRUEL WORLD..!! ):