This post is for my mum and dad.. I'm genuinely sorry.. I send you my most sincere apologies and I promise, for the last time, that I will never repeat this same mistake again. This is like dejavu... I hate that place, I hate VCH... And I think VCH hates me too... Whenever I go there, something bad just has to happen to me.

I thought all was well when I was going back. Who knows what will happen in the end? Just awhile before I was alighting. Just minutes before I'm going to be home safe... It just had to happen again huh? It's my fault. It's my fault for not taking good care of it. Now it's my responsibility to settle this problem myself. And I thank you both so much for taking the time and effort to go to the interchange to try our luck to see if we can find it. Again and again, it just happens. This time, I really cried my heart out...

What makes me feel worse was that when I got home, what I saw on my laptop. It was a handphone box with a note reading... 'Happy 2007 Birthday! Love: Papa, Mummy'... I've got no one to blame but myself... You were right to scold me... It was my bad for talking back, for shouting.. All I could do was cry and not do anything. It's all my bad..

I'm so sorry. Sorry to put you in all the trouble. Sorry for making you waste time, effort and money. Sorry I repeated my mistake. Sorry for not listening to you. Sorry for talking back. Yet, I'm thankful for the present. And thank you for comforting me in the end. Thank you for believing me once again. I promise, and I swear, I'll try my best and change, I won't let you down again.

Sorry...