Okay, PSLE is finally here, I'm feeling butterflies in my stomach... Maybe it's just the fact I haven't eaten dinner, well nevermind, I'll take it later... So, it's like I studied science, but really really fear I might get a mental block or something. Science is hard, I don't understand how can weeshan get so good marks for science. It's not like I don't have a good memory, well I can be muddleheaded, but it's not always right? I don't think I really studied at all cause I'm like reading, it and all but does it get into my head? Well, I've got so much distraction around me. First is well, a korean show 'jewel in the palace' also called 'da chang jin'. And of course, the game I never got to finish, final fantasy VIII(8). And now, my big aunt just passed me this VCD bout don't know what show, but seems kinda interesting and all. Blah...
Well, could more people aim to go DHS please? It's like, hardly anyone is heading there now, mostly all to AHS and all. What's so good about AHS anyway... Isn't DHS better? For prelim my marks are kinda good, but you cannot compare prelim with PSLE cause it's two different things. Doesn't mean my prelim is good my PSLE will be good right? Judging from my Oral and Listening I won't do any well. I feel so confused now... It seems like yesterday when it was still a long countdown away from PSLE day. Now the tables are set, everything is ready...
Soon we'll be leaving this school, soon we'll all be seperated. Would we see each other again? What would happen to everyone? Could we still continue to be friends? Before that, I don't think I'll miss leaving, I thought it'll be really good... Maybe it'll be, maybe not... Who knows really? But I really would miss these times... Afterall, I've been in White Sands for 6 years already. I've always heard the adults say, in future, all your friends will all be from your secondary school or above. Is it really true? Sometimes I find I think too much. I just cannot help. I could just lie on my bed at night staring at the ceiling, thinking about anything possible. I'd really miss these days, I just wish that, all of us could enjoy the remaining time, possibly, the last time we ever see each other.
As every day passes by, the amount of time left in this school gets lesser and lesser. As the day we all leave gets closer and closer, the more I cherish what is before. I've learnt to cherish what is before me before it's gone. Having made many mistakes, I've really learnt how to cherish all these. I don't want to leave with regrets. Don't want to leave knowing I've again made a wrong decision....