Ugh.... Got a major screw up today.... My chinese oral..... I think I'm going to get very low marks... I hesitated lotsa times, also for my passage reading... It's like when I see the examiner I forget everything... Feel so extremely disappointed...

Came back home, go sleep.... Feel so sad and tired after the exam thing, until about 3:30pm then I manage to get out of bed.... Watched TV.... Don't feel like playing computer then, now I really got nothing much to do since I lost interest in Conquer already... Mostly chatting and just surfing around, or finding songs and stuff.... Or just sit there and listen to songs and daydream... Oh shit, the science homework.... I'll do it later...

Well, just got back home... Went downstairs to burn hell notes and shirt and coins and gold ingots and cloth(made of paper).... Also 'jing jiu' like pour the wine in a line on the floor... I pour half of the wine from 3 cups and my dad pour the other half.... My mum was holding ruby(my dog) and my grandma stood at a side to watch... My aunt, uncle and cousin is at the opposite, they just came down... Well, my aunt and uncle just live next door, same block same floor, just next door....

Wahh.... So sad.... Wei Jian got kicked out of the superstar..... Now all I hope is Jun Yang win, mwuahahah... I don't like the blind guy.... He looks ditsy, so 'dai'.... Like he have cock eye sometimes.... Jun Yang have all the potential to win, but I think the blind guy got more supporters, that's why... Tomorrow is english oral..... Best of luck.... Best of luck....