Well well... Today, I think I finally saw some things clearer.... I've been so ignorant all these while, I don't know. Seems like I've been kept in the dark for all these days, weeks, months. I feel so messed up now, I don't know what to do anymore. I wanna just leave this place and never come back... It's really too much.... And all these while I... I really have this trust.... And I don't really trust people easy... But, how.... Why?! I feel like a fool, I really do... Why does it have to happen to me, I guess I'm not really the only one suffering here. I'm not the only one... I guess I'll have to live with it, just a short while more...