I feel so wierd these days...I don't know what is wrong with me. I took it out on Uncle Donkey yesterday night. Usually we could joke around, but yesterday I just went quiet and scolded him. I don't know what's wrong with me. I said sorry, I told him I really don't know what went wrong. Glad we're still friends. I'm so confused.
I'm having trouble with stuff, on game, in life. I don't know what to do. I can't get myself to say some things, I just don't know what to do. My brain is going to burst. I've been thinking, alot. I fear playing too much will affect my studies, but I don't want to lag behind everyone. I don't know how to get it right. I'm really sorry, really sorry for everything, to everyone. This isn't right. I'm so lost.