I'm finally going out on the weekends, I feel so normal again...People might think this is wierd right? The truth is that I rarely even step out of the house on weekends. Usually I'm playing computer or so. Even though this time I'm only giong to my grandma's house, but at least I'm going out. Heard that I'm going to my dad's office too later. I'm bringing to thick book, cause I know it'll be really really boring. Get a life! Duh, so what if it's boring. Too bad my discman is spoilt, if not I'll on it to full volume and just read with no distractions. Feel like going down to ride a bike later, but sadly I know it's dreaming, not reality. Even if it's possible, I can't go alone.
Damn, I feel so stressed up these days. Exams and exams, just finished composition and oral, 2 days later will be the main paper...English, this sucks most. My last test I only got...Can't say, I'm so disappointed. So sad, I feel so hopeless. I don't dare to show my mum, I really don't. I envy my friends, they get such nice results for english, thats the 1st language, main subject, most important. How I envy them. I know this year I'm slacking too much, it's that I couldn't help it. How I hate my life.
