OMB..! Hahaha. OMG.. I think I'm gonna fail alot of tests. Die larh.. Sec 3 is such a big failure year. I feel so stupid >.<

Now in class is like so super duper mad. Especially that chloe, hahaha.

AND SORRY LINDA! Hahaha. 我不是故意的! I really too bored le.. Haha. Don't strangle me!

:D

The emo disease is spreading 0.o

Everyone's emo-ing today. Well.. Almost everyone. We made a special pledge today, haha. Our pledge of secrecy (:

SHHHH..!

Tmr going to do LA and reuben's hse again.. Then they'll start niao-ing his bro again.. HAHA. We're seriously damn fast larh. And it's soo.. AHEM.. Hard to imagine it on screen.. It's so.. 不切实际...

Haha. I shall not reveal too much.

I'm feeling SAD! Haha. No idea why too. 0.o I'm becoming emo...!

Anyway, stayed for a POINTLESS suona qizou where we only blowed the thing TWICE before leaving. Then we were gossiping on our way back! Haha. I shall not say what we talked about here.

There's like really nothing much to talk about.. I HAVE NO LIFE! Haha.

2 tests tmr and 1 on friday. GG (:

Let's start from yesterday.. Went to discuss LA film and we got quite a few things done. A little of our proposal and editing of our script (: Also decided on the places we're gonna film at and such. Hopefully we can cover a few remaining loopholes. Got our story title and group name etc done too. We're really quite fast. Haha

Went to jieting's house after that with eunice, met clarissa on the way. It was actually tuan bai, but sort of pathetic tuan bai =.= Maybe it's because its the last stop. Ate beehoon and played mahjong till about reaching 10pm before we left. Reached home at around 11pm!

Start today morning woke up quite early. Went to watch movie with eunice (the rest couldn't came, SOMEHOW.. and its left with us 2 T.T).. Watched 'PS. I Love You'. It's SO SWEET! I cried everytime they mentioned Gerry and at every single letter and tape she opens, so guess what? My eyes were sort of puffy after going out.. Haha.

Went to school after that for a short fenzu, which was pretty slack and sort of pointless. And went for the totally pointless performance.. Since no one (besides that ang moh man in the front and maybe a few others) was paying attention to us. Some were even shouting 'YAM SENG!' during our performance! >.< Arggh.. So saad!

There's still zoutai nxt sat... T.T AND ALL THE SCIENCES TEST COMING!! SOBSS...

CNY is over! Haha. Next up is valentines. But wth.. We should just call it friendship day, since we hang out with friends anyway (:

But valentines day is on thurs, that means ending late. Where can we go >.< ?? And there's chinese test on that day too! Ehhhhh.. Not fair.

Celebrated songjia's bdae today! She was really high, as usual.. And also had xi qing performance today. IT WAS SO SCARY! I think I'm having stage fright... And I keep seeing familiar faces down amongst the audiences.. (one familiar face taking pictures right in front of my face =.=)

Anyway.. There's a perfomance at some basketball association this sunday.. And DANIEL IS NOT GOING! It means I'll be the only gao suo since we're playing 'qing hai hun'. So gaayyy!!!

Zzzz.. Very tired already. Better hope I rmb to get my blazer on fri >.<

Went out to my grandma's house today. Collected a little ang bao then went home again. Haha. I think I'm gonna have very little ang bao this year >.<

So little people online today, it's seriously boring with the overflowing adults and some distant relative that come every year which I don't know...

timeskip

It's night now! Haha. Going with my cousins to watch a midnight 1+am show later at TM. Have to sleep for awhile first.. Zzzz.. Played blackjack just now.. Dad was dealer again, and super lucky today! Had like who knows how many times of double ace.. AHhhh.. Lucky I didn't use my own money to play. >.<

Gotta go rest now. BYE

Happy chinese new year (:


I'm having an emo CNY start.. Haha. -.-


What's past is past.. I shouldn't think about it anymore. It'll most probably stay in the past and remain there for my life.. How I wish I could turn back time.. It'll never be the same again you know?

But sometimes you can't help but reminisce about the past. Those moments where everything seemed perfect. Those moments when you could just be yourself without giving a damn.. Those moments which will forever be one of the best time in my life.. I don't think I'll ever forget that.





I'm okay.. I think.





Are you? I guess so...




miss u..

Today was SCARY. On the way to shangyin (maybe not really shangyin, since i decided to go home first), I had this super weird and scary experience..

OMFG.. I almost fainted today on the MRT.... I can't believe it.. Haha. It's like.. Suddenly there's this super giddy feeling, a little headache and a need to vomit.. My legs become like jelly and I can't really stand and walk properly. Plus I was alone that time, so there's NO help.. And there's no seat too =.=

I practically STUMBLED out of the mrt and out immediately on the next stop to sit down. Luckily paya lebar very windy, more relaxing. Close my eyes and rested for awhile until the next train comes.. Still had a little headache, but much better.

Who knows what happened to me.. Hahaha. I ATE, so it's not because of that.. And I didn't see something utterly disgusting that made me wanna vomit, even if I did it wouldn't cause that much until I wanted to faint. SO SCARY.. I wonder what would happen if I really fainted in the MRT, haha.

After that I still went for shangyin lorh! Haha.

So damn tired now.. Won't continue typing.