You know, everything that I'm afraid of
You do, everything I wish I did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know, I should tell you how I feel
I wish, everyone would disappear
Everytime you call me
I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say

Ohh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush when I'm with you
Ohh, I got a crush on you
A crush on you

You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
But sometimes
You tell me things that I don't wanna know
I just wanna hold you
You say, exactly how you feel about her
I wonder, would you ever think of me that way

Ohh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush when I'm with you
Ohh, I got a crush on you
A crush on you

Ohh, I wish you can tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I got a crush on you
A crush on you
I got a crush

You say, everything that no one says
I feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you

I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush when I'm with you
Ohh, I got a crush on you
A crush on you

I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that I do
I get a rush when I'm with you
Ohh, I got a crush on you
A crush on you

Christmas celebration(held on x'mas eve) was great, even though not as fun as it used to be, it's still great, cause I opened all my presents, yeah! I got double christmas today, it's cool. I'll explain later...

I did painting yesterday. Painted my room and my brother's room. The colour is so cool. Light chocolate/coffee colour, sweet! Really tiring, but it was kinda fun. It was really troublesome, gotta move this and that... Glad it's done.

So about the double x'mas, I really gotta thank my parents. They bought me a new school bag. It's from surfbabes at wisma orchard, ripcurl bag, it's so cool, brown and black. And also, my new school shoes which cost so damn much. Cool nikes. Adds up to around $150.

And it so rocks the world! The DaVinci Code MOVIE is coming out next year may! Ohhh it's soooo cool! I got to see that show! DaVinci Code rawks!

I'm feeling sick. I think I'm having a light fever or something, oh well, it'll subside. I'm tired, sick and having extreme stomachache. Bad thing is that I'm going out later! Why do I always feel sick on movie days?

Going to watch Chronicles of Narnia with family today. All thanks to me my dad learnt to book from Century Square *grin*. So finally I'll be able to see the whole movie clearly. Hope the movie is really nice. Seems nice, but I think it might be too much fantasy for me.

It's nice seeing everyone again today. So cool. Anyway thanks to jill for the X'mas gift, my first one too, many thanks. I'm gonna keep it till X'mas and take a picture of all my presents together. *evil laughter*

Anyway I'm currently arguing with jill on who looks cuter :
Jill - Draco Malfoy aka Tom Felton
Me - Jesse McCartney

Jesse McCartney's better right? Well, at the end Jill said both, but I still persist! *mwahahah* Jesse McCartney rawks!

ps. thanks Mrs Teo for the slideshow and thanks Liwen for the class video, 2 class video...

I think my nose is allergic to dust... I got the flu almost everyday. My dustbin is full of tissue, nothing but tissue. How sick can this get. I totally hate it cause it gets so freakin disgusting sometimes.

I stare at the computer screen thinking of what to do but my mind is a blank. How pathetic. My table is a mess and I don't feel like cleaning up, but I don't give a damn. Conclusion is that I'm bored, tired and sick. Bad day.

Adding up to all of it, I'm not sure if there's piano lesson today. I think there is, but I'm not sure. It's supposed to be thursday but we're going to watch Chronicles of Narnia, so I have this thought that teacher said lesson changed to tuesday so I just said it out for the sake of the show.

Now I'm stuck in a messy situation. If piano is on thursday, I'm officially dead. So now the only plan I have is to ask my teacher. But the fact is, I lost her number. Again.

Today is cloudy, rainy and a thunderstorm is approaching. So please don't leave the house, stay and join in the boredom. Thank you.

It has been so long since we had talked
I hope that things are still the same
Hoping they will never change
Cause what we had can't be replaced
Don't let our memories fade away
Keep me in your heart for always

You made me believe
I could do almost anything
Stood right by me
through the tears, through everything

I'll remember you
And baby that's forever true
You're the one that I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you
No matter what you're going through
In my heart you'll always be
Forever baby, I'll remember you

I promise you I won't forget
the times we shared, the tears we cried
You'll always be the sun in my sky
It may be fate that brings us back
to meet again someday
Eventhough we go seperate ways

You made me believe
I could do almost anything
Stood right by me
through the tears, through everything

I'll remember you
And baby that's forever true
You're the one that I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you
No matter what you're going through
In my heart you'll always be
Forever baby, I'll remember you

If the day should come
When you need someone
You know that I'll follow
I will be there
Don't let there be a doubt in your mind
Cause I'll remember you

I'll remember you
And baby that's forever true
You're the one that I'll always miss
Never thought it would feel like this
I'll be there for you
No matter what you're going through
In my heart you'll always be
Forever baby, I'll remember you

Forever baby, I'll remember you

Yay! I got Eagles award again. Well, I don't know how many time the Guzheng team had performed, we very well deserved it. And also the Edusave Scholarship. I hope we can keep the money... Marinah says it's for Edusave, but hopefully not. I wanna keep the cash. MM, Jayce and I are gonna collect it together on 27 Dec, it's da 3 of us again =) Wonderful. Merry Christmas to you, *smiles*.

Promotion

I'm getting a promotion! *smiles* Remember that game I talked about? My captain just told me I'm gonna get a promotion, amazing, but really tough. So he says me and some other pirate will be going under training by the fleet officer... Train in commanding the ship and coordinating during battle, how to restock the ship and what commodities to buy and a few other things, at least that's what he said. Oh well, only the captain is online in the crew then, so we talked a little. I'm amazed about the time difference really! It's 5pm here and 3am there! The captain and officer are at Arizona, USA. Ahhh, how I wish I could go overseas... *Sigh* there'll be lots to learn... Ahh, I know I'm crap at such stuff...

PS. To [MM] : Welcome back to Singapore, hope you had a happy holiday! Even if you can't see this message =) Friends Forever!

Lame Game

It's getting so bored... Really, what does 12 year old kids do nowadays... TV's getting boring since shows keep repeating... Computer? Can't find anything really addictive... So currently I'm stuck with this stupid and lame game doing puzzles and playing pirate life.

I got a crew, a captain and a couple of officers. My captain is cool, one of me officers is super cool. I earn good money, I'm happy. I don't know how the hell do you do certain stuff or where to do it. I stay in the ship pillaging the whole day, mostly carpenting(ship repairs) and bilging. Then when the captain starts to engage in battle we do swordfighting.

And during swordfighting you'll hear, "team and reteam guys!", "team! team!". One time I was the last one standing, and everyone was like cheering on. And the captain and officer was saying good jobs to the crew since it's a gone case. Not cause it's me that's the last one standing, it's cause I was fighting against 5 peeps.

Well, I wait for that wonderful time when the captain or officer gives out the booty(the poe, meaning the money). Then we head off to sea doing the same things again. And I'll go do my carpenting again. Shit hell boring, but passes time... Now I got enough poe to get some clothes but don't know whether I should spend it or not. I'm ready for the next rank but I gotta have some stupid badge I won't spend money on. So damn pissed off...

Movie : King Kong

On Wednesday went to watch King Kong with the family, including grandma. The movie was way cool, but I hate the male lead, he looks like shite. The King Kong's so cool, love it. What I'm so damn pissed off about the whole trip was that... 1) During the whole movie this stupid guy sitting infront of me was like so damn tall and still sitting up straight, so for the entire movie there's this block of black stuff blocking the screen... 2) Before the movie I had this giddy spell, felt like puking. Didn't feel well for the whole movie. Before when I was walking in from the toilet I felt like fainting. Sickening hell...

Now is like 12:20am and my whole family is awake and living room lights and TV are also on. Well, I got new table and such, changed alot, thanks mum and dad. Though it all doesn't really match but so what... I'll make it better next time, I will...

Just came back from christmas shopping, really really tired. My leg hurts and when I got back I also gotta tidy the room. Got back around 11+... Went around 1+ afternoon. Went to so many places, Ng Ann City, Wisma and other places. Also went to TM. $100 per person, not enough really, *haha*. Shuling and I finished our $100, so cool. Shuling got 10 items and I got 7. Bro only got 2, we chose. Calvin got 2, one of em is a nice shirt which cost $70 over, he got $1.10 left. Weikai got around $80 left, only bought 1 shirt. Crystal didn't come, we bought her a bag $69 and an OP folder $18 over, still going out tomorrow... Clement, actually wanted WOW(world of warcraft), but it's sold out in the whole Singapore, so he still got $100.

Now I'm so damn exhausted and my leg hurts. And I still got stuff around the house I haven't pack and my Grandma came and ask me why am I still playing computer when I got a whole room to pack up. Kill me please, I'm exhausted! Let me off please!!! Okay, I think I won't talk that much, bye bye...

We're going to Orchad to get X'mas presants this Saturday. That's a joy. But I still don't know what to get, maybe I'll get ideas here and there... X'mas is great, just wondering where we'll celebrate this year now my aunt moved house...

Well, seems like maybe we'll be watching Chicken Little today. My aunt called earlier to tell me that. Getting all my cousins to go. Well, my brother ain't going already. Can you believe it, it's 12:40pm and he's still sleeping. Don't know what time he slept yesterday, should be very late. So I'm still really feddup over the X'mas gift thing, better quickly think of something... I'm going to eat lunch already... Notice this post isn't as long? *haha* I'm still getting used to the keys of the laptop, keep typing wrong stuff. Okay, bye.

Okay, so I did get an invitation to get x'mas prezzies, I was getting worried... Haha, so it was at my tagboard all along. Adults are too busy this year, well, gotta go buy our own. Sad! I'll be wondering around the mall endlessly not knowing what to buy spending hours and hours while my dear cousins got all their stuff and starts to get feddup with me! Ahh! Hate x'mas shopping! Need brainstorm, but no ideas! What do I want that's not above $100 dollars I already have or could get easily...

Erm, puzzle? But it's a waste of x'mas gifts. Clothes and such... Could ask mum and dad... Musicbox and photoalbum? I'd like that more as a gift not something I buy myself... CDs, my parents would buy it without me asking... Books, out of the question... Sims 2 expansion pack, nah, dad promised to buy that... New specs, too expensive! Bag, I got that last year... Shoes, yeah maybe I'll consider, but it's sort of expensive and the ones I choose always seem to be the expensive ones... Ahh, I'm outta ideas... I guess my imagination will come true. I'll get chased around the mall by an angry mob consisting of the people who'll go x'mas shopping with me. And they're chasing me cause I can't make my decision on what to get for x'mas. Well, I'm thinking why can't I get a red packet with the $100 instead, *haha*. Okay, so I'm really typing too long today. It's cause I'm so damn bored really... Well, again I got to say this... WeeShan, your typing skills are emmm.... Not really good as in the really bad way.. Haa.... Haa.... I happen to see many 'lame' word flying around me. Again, three cheers for x'mas!

ps. I'd be really happy to get a personalized blogskin as an x'mas gift =) but it gotta be nice of course, emm, smile?

Today is rated the worse day ever... At least it's one of the worst. I'm typing in an incredibly bad position. Well, at least I'm on my bed. And I can't see properly cause I'm too lazy to get my glasses. I was going to sleep earlier, but got to get on MSN to wait for Kliven's reply. Well going out tomorrow with like no plans at all. Actually was going escape, like I said before. Well, change of plan, movie time =)

Movie is boring, but at least I'm going with my friends. Well, Marinah, Petrina, Kliven, Eugene, Brandon and Daniel(marinah's lil brother). Okay, so this isn't a group you'd see go out together often. First time going out together really... So I got a call from Kliven just earlier asking about the going out thing Petrina mentioned to him. Told me that Brandon and Eugene could go. Woopeedoo... So I just included them in and just planned the timing then and there. Got it all set in a couple of minutes and he called the guys I called the girls. Girls are all okay but Marinah's brother had to come along so I had no choice even if I hated it.

Okay, Kliven's talking... Okay, apparently he's the only boy that's sure he can go... Eugene isn't and Brandon could only give the answer tomorrow. Bad... And Brandon ask 'why not ask more girls to go?' *haha* The girls aren't complaining, he doesn't have the right to. Damn, I think I'll get my specs now... Ahh, much better... Well, I told him Jayce, Kim, Zann, Clarisse can't go... Then he asked me ' what about Sing Hui?' She's okay, but I'm not really close to her or anything, or close to Marinah and Petrina for what I know. So if she goes she probly talk to Brandon. Hopefully she doesn't call 'some' others... Well, no one would like that, definately...

So most probly we'll be watching Zathura tomorrow, not much shows to watch now... Wanna watch Chronicles of Narnia, Cry Wolf and King Kong... And Zathura... The graphics for King Kong this time is amazing. The King Kong looks fab. Well, I'm still more interested in Cry Wolf than others, but I think it shows next year or something. The description is fab, interesting... Well, I've watched 2 movies more than once. Constantine and Harry Potter:GOF. Constantine first was with cousins, then with friends, then with family. Harry Potter was with family then with friends. Totally cool, even though it isn't the first time it's still pretty amazing, got that thrilling kinda feeling.

Well, I'm still really sad about the escape theme park thing. Really looking forward to it. Well, I don't understand what's so cool about maple now really. Cause of all the people I know, only a few of em play because it's really nice. The rest? Don't need to guess, cause it's the 'IN' game now. Like everyone is playing it... I tried it twice, no... Thrice... Every time I start the game, I happen to quit in like a 2-5 days later. It's just I don't have that need to train and train like other games I played, runescape and conquer. Runescape I really stayed cause it's interesting that time... Conquer was really sort of cause I couldn't bare to leave my friend in conquer, but good news is, we both quit(me first), bad news is, we only kept in contact for some time after we quit, meaning, not talking now. Anyway, I'm getting over it...

I think it's a curse or something, I always leave something, maybe I should say someone, behind whenever I quit or leave something, bleh... A great and wonderful and totally nice friend that is... Well whatever, I think I'm getting too long-winded for a 12 year old. So long, bye.

I'm typing here from my new/old laptop... Well, it's my father's old laptop, since he bought a new cool small travel laptop, he gave me his old one which isn't really in top condition (the outer). Well it works perfect still, but the outside, ahem... Well, anyway, my father says next time he'll send it for repair to make it back to good condition.

My old computer is close to useless now. But for now, since my old computer is still there, I got to bring the laptop somewhere else with a power switch so I can play. Got to wait till next Saturday when my new cupboard and computer table is here. Then we'll throw the old computer table and study table away to make space, and throw away the old computer too of course, and put the new computer at it's place then attatch the speaker to the laptop cause the laptop's speaker itself sucks like hell... Now I listen to my mp3 or CDs from my DVD player... Ahh, at least on the laptop the enter key works...

Now I just got to wait... My father said that maybe in the future he'll make a small renovation for my room, remove that useless thing over my room and change the so hard to open and close door. Well, I find repainting is a must too... This christmas got nowhere to celebrate since my aunt living at the condo with the roof and space and everything, she moved house... Well, HDB flat... But I heard it's really beautiful... How nice it is to be rich. Ohhhh, 'I am weasel' on cartoon network now..

Recently on the news got show, 2 girls fell from the alpha 8 in escape theme park, one seriously injured... And we're going to escape on Wednesday... Not sure who's going yet. But Marinah and I are still up to it, Jaycelyn no, at least that's what Marinah told me. She say that dun go, cause of the accident alot people won't want or cannot go, and her mum don't let her go. No matter what I still want to go... I don't see what's so dangerous about escape... They closed the alpha 8 down already, and we can take other rides. Plus, in 5 years only this serious accident happened. It's just a one moment glitch in the system or something. Plus, maybe it's the 2 girls, maybe they didn't hold properly, or maybe they're too small they slip out or something. Well forget it, I'm going to eat lunch now...