Scared

Tomorrow will be the first time I go to school so late on monday (:


I've been thinking.. What if, what if, what if.. Maybe, maybe, maybe..

I really really hate these words. Why can't something ever be certain? I'm scared..

I hate to say this, but I'm not sure if I'll make it or not. Judging from today, I don't think I can adapt that fast. Will I be lucky that day? Maybe, maybe not. See? It's maybe again.

Luck.. It's partly about luck. I'm no genius, I know that.

Maybe it's 20% luck and 80% hardwork. What if I have zero luck. What if my hard work could only bring me that far, a 50% at most. One slip and I'll fall.. One slip..

I really don't want to be so negative! Arghh..

I'm really very scared.